Maybe u just don't get it ... (page 5-end)

I can no longer post my feelings or words.. b’cos I have said all that I can possibly say.. maybe u will find meaning in all my actions in the future… I bust work myself into an early grave but i guess u simply cant see this.. u mean so much but i feel i mean so little… i will constantly wish for the day u believe.. I’m sorry if I put u through to much.. my love is worth it and it grows and changes… maybe one day.. u will truly see it for what it is.. but what meaning does it have my actions or my words if u refuse to see or believe in me.. I do believe in u and i really have never lost faith.. even though in times of anger I have said that I have …

All I can say is sorry.. I never wanted for my love to be a casket… it will continue to grow and change for the better.. and i hope one day i can prove it.. i need u to do the same if u will just hear me.. i need equality.. but for that u have to be ready.. so friends it is no expectations… just a hope and a prayer.. Let the future bring whatever it will b’cos at least with u by my side in friendship I can battle any foe… I cherish all of ur advice and words of wisdom even if I’ve to learn lessons on my own as must u…

>>>>> The End

Maybe u just don't get it ... (page 4)

IF u want something more than what u told me.. why not just say it.. If u want me one day when ur ready.. I’ll always be there and that is why I can date but it will never mean a thing.. honestly, i wud rather be alone then to not be with u… and if I’m not with u .. i can forget many things but i wont go into all of that… All I can say is ur words only cause me confusion.. ur actions I never know what to think… For now I just want to be friends.. so we can let the past go.. get to know each other and then fromt there as u have said who knows and I want the pain to stop for so many reasons but I’ve shown u love why can’t u ever see the good only to focus on the bad...

U are amazing person and always will be… I’ve faith that u will one day grow into all that I know u can be… Friendship was built to last especially ours and that is why i know that if we ever give ourselves a chance in the future it wud last but for now we each need to focus on growing and fixing our lives… I hope and pray, one day u will realize how much I really do love u b’cos right now I dont think u do and maybe u never have.. We both have our insecurities and I’m working on mine but when the time comes we’ve to be more open to discussion. i pray u will want it as much as i do...

For now, friendship will be our glue… without any expectations of the other.. a simple door remaining open sud u one day choose to walk through… u are my other half whether its as a friend or the other. We need each other but i agree the stress for us both has built up walls.. one day i know they will fall but for now we’ve to simply forget bout the past so we can live day by day and one day in the future as u have said.. who knows, but i know damn well i am worth it… whether u ever admit that to me or not and whether u see it through my actions or not.. u will and always have been worth it to me...

To be Continued to >>>>> Page 5

Maybe u just don't get it ... (page 3)

Maybe u just don’t get it… ( Page 3 )

I love u utterly completely but if u cannot see my actions then for that I am sorry.. u may have no idea what I have done for u b’cos I do not like u to feel bad nor know the full extent of what I have done to make sure u were ok and try to make u happy.. cuz that is not what it is about.. I can’t stand us fighting even though we never really do and maybe we should have.. U've enough stress so thats the last thing I wish to be.. I really just want to know u.. learn and grow old with u.. I’m so sorry for all of the past. I wud like to start brand new.. concentrate on our friendship and maybe u will realize that I mean as much to u as u do to me...

If u think my actions do not show it.. how am i to know that u even care if we were to go there… for ur actions have never backed up what u have said… I know the truth of what my heart feels and how it will always be.. u can believe it or choose not to… its ur choice one i cannot make for u and u get to this point where u get scared and hurt me.. when i am not crazy u have talked about the future and us together.. but that is the past and maybe one day in the future .. for now its day by day… I don’t neglict u.. i try not to seem needy or bring more stress into ur life.. I do what I can but it never seems enough.. i am at loss for what I can do.. I’ve never stopped trying but I guess u are blind and cannot see…

All that really matters is u, If I really have been there more than anyone else and done all these things to help u.. why cant u just see love is the cause and the reason.. it helps u when u are miserable and yes sometimes it causes pain but only b’cos of all the confusion… or maybe i am deluded… my heart is locked and u alone hold the key… I don’t know what else to say.. so maybe I sud stop talking b’cos I dont think I’m getting through.. Our days are not numbered we will always be friends.. I love u .. on that I’ll defend and u can depend..

To be Continued to >>>>> Page 4

Maybe u just don't get it ... (page 2

Yes I say alot of words and the ones from the bottom of my heart I mean them. Despite how hard this all is.. I’m still here and I don’t leave… Do u know I’ve never fought this hard or this much to keep anyone in my life?... U are worth it even if u do not see it.. Stress is the only real burden I have… I don’t just want u but I need u. Maybe one day u will realize its a fact.. I need u in my life and I’m willing to pay whatever the cost.. If there was something I cud do to prove it.. just tell me, It wont be a loss..

I do back up my words till u tell me they have no meaning or that its not what u want… if u are not clear.. how do i know what to do.. when everything I do seems so wrong.. I’ve tried to move on but it simply does not work but i continue to try at ur request.. I don’t want to move on but i will move forward with my life that’s what u want from me.. I pray one day u will realize i love u best when u see it not as misery but something to cling onto. U’ve no idea what goes on in my head.. at times i wish u knew..

U complete me and I like to think I complete u but there is so much u are unwilling to let me do.. U are scared of our commitment and i cannot get into ur head. I dont want to leave u.. u will never lose my friendship but whose to say one day a relationship wud not work between us b’cos u’ve not ever been ready so u have never really tried… Well for ur sake and mine.. u will let the distance come between us.. so we may learn each other and grow.. I pray u will stop trying to leave me b’cos I simply can’t take that blow.. I just want to be what u need not a burden.. I wish u cud see me for what I really am...


To be Continued to >>>>> Page 3

Maybe u just don’t get it… ( Page 1 )

by Whos's Daydo Andre II on Sunday, December 26, 2010 at 1:53am

Why confuse me.. when all I want is u.. Why tell me to move on when i really want u to stay… u leave me from ur life.. Unless that is what makes u happy.. I love u unconditionally and my actions have spoke louder than my words.. U simply refuse to see it.. I am ur friend will always be ur friend and I love u whether u want it or not.. I will never again let that be a burden or mess up the friendship we have.. U are far too important to me and I hope one day maybe things will change and u will decide u need me as more than ur friend.. ur partner in life.. I only ever wanted what was best even though at times ur emotions put us apart..



U're my world even when it’s not fair… I give u my all and seemingly u take me for granted.. U want everything and yet I give u nothing.. I wanted commitement and u cud give it.. How can’t I give something to u.. u say u do want it too… U constantly confuse me and mentally abuse me… I know u love me.. God help me, I love u too.. I love u like no other.. nor will I ever again.. ur it thats the end.. Sure I cud find someone else so I did not always feel so alone.. but they cud never be u… I wud never feel like I am home.. I try to do what u want and in the end it leaves me crying.. This love hurts thats true but its not all on u.. it is on me.. It causes misery only when u let it.. u refuse to keep hurting us both.. cause quite simply I’m not ready.. I stand firm that fate will one day we will cross that path again till then I’m working on me..



I wish, I cud get through to u.. Never ever have I left u.. U always leave me. Even when i hurt u.. u cud always depend on me.. I don’t understand why u always give up and that is the deepest cut of all.. U give up without even trying when all I do is try. Have u no understanding… U are the only one for me… I don’t know how much more I can do to show u.. So from now on I will let everything speak for itself.. I want to be what u need not a burden to ur health… I do want us to be together.. more than anything u seem to know.. but i can’t let any of this show how can I when everytime I do.. u go…



To be Continued to >>>>> Page 2



101 WAYS to show u love somebody....(without having sex)

1. Tell the other person that you love them
2. Give or get a hug
3. Make sure the other person feels important and respected
4. Kiss when people are looking
5. Kiss when people aren't looking
6. Tell the other person that you care
7. Hold hands
8. Go for a long bike ride
9. Give a special present
10. Be there when they need a friend
11. Spend time together
12. Go to see a film
13. Walk arm in arm in the woods
14. Make a special tape of love songs
15. Talk about your feelings
16. Share dreams with each other
17. Snuggle up together
18. Sit together in the park
19. Take a walk together
20. Go out for a meal
21. Have a picnic
22. Play a game of frisbee
23. Give compliments
24. Relax in a jacuzzi
25. Go swimming
26. Just be close
27. Go shopping for food
28. Cook a meal together
29. Touch each other in a loving way
30. Do homework together
31. Plan and go on a trip together
32. Throw a party together
33. Bake a cake
34. Go to the library
35. Browse in a museum
36. Just be there
37. Find out what's special for the other person - and do it
38. Exercise together
39. Gaze at each other
40. Wash each other's cars (or bikes !)
41. Go fishing
42. Talk to each other
43. Listen to worries
44. Cut each other's toenails
45. Choose a special favourite song
46. Listen to joys
47. Hold one another close
48. Catch their eye
49. Write one another letters
50. Talk on the telephone
51. Trust one another
52. Give or receive a ring
53. Meet each other's family
54. Go hiking together
55. Make sacrifices for each other
56. Send chocolates
57. Respect each other
58. Go for a moonlight walk
59. Hide a love note where the other will find it
60. Give each other sexy looks
61. Write a poem
62. Send flowers
63. Eat dinner by candlelight
64. Go to a concert
65. Watch the sunrise together
66. Remember anniversaries
67. Give each other pet names
68. Go sightseeing
69. Rent a video
70. Do things for each other without being asked
71. Propose marriage
72. Whisper something nice into the other's ear
73. Be best friends
74. Have fun together
75. Go out dancing
76. Play music together
77. Flirt with each other
78. Laugh at something funny together
79. Be faithful
80. Impress each other
81. Make a list of things you like about each other
82. Read a book and discuss it
83. Meet each other's friends
84. Go horse riding
85. Cook each other's favourite food
86. Find out what makes each other happy
87. Make presents for each other
88. Wash each other's hair
89. Watch the sunset
90. Go for a bus trip
91. Have a request played on the radio
92. Send a funny card
93. Share your plans for the future
94. Play footsie
95. Share private jokes
96. Think about each other
97. Find out what makes the other sad
98. Go skating
99. Swap rings
100. Share an ice-cream
101. Have your picture taken together

i am only human....

I am only human, trying to find love. I am only human, going to make mistakes, going to have bad thought, to get envious & going to want more when I have enough. I am only human, one who gets confused, one who's afraid, I am only human, I can never be perfect but I try to be the best I can be...


(DA)

To hard.....

It's so hard to write...

When there is no inspiration...

It's so hard to love...

When I have no heart...

It's so hard to breath...

When there is no air...

It's so hard to miss u...

When u were never there...


DA

For my soulmate....

I hope everything's alright. That u can keep up the fight, u're gonna get through this bad time... In the end everything's gonna be just fine b'cos u won't have to do this on ur own.

I'm here for u, u'll never be alone. Every minute of day and night, I want to be ur guiding light... Remember that I love u with all my heart, Soulmate, I never want us to part. A big hug from me for u. This will cheer you up, whatever u're going through.


DA

The word Love... Love is something we all can enjoy, It is something we all can share. Only with that special someone, Who we all care about but why are we scared of it?... I don't know why but if I wasn't, I wud tell u every time, Rain or shine... Every time we're apart I nearly cry b'cos this love inside of me is strong, There are no boundaries that it can hide, I want to scream it out but I'm too shy, So I wait and watch wishing, That I had the courage to tell u How much I feel inside.... MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER DIE. This is to that special someone. I Love You...

DA

If ever u need me...

If ever u need me... I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness and wipe away a tear...

If ever u need me... I'll be two steps behind, To follow in ur footsteps and hear what's on ur mind...

If ever u need me... u'll never have to fear, That ur presence isn't important and ur love isn't dear...

If ever u need me... I'll always be around, To bring back the laughter Where deep in ur heart it's found...

u'll never have to worry For I'll always be here, To chase away the sadness and wipe away a tear.

I am here for u!

DA

When I fall In love....

When I fall in love, I want to be with him always... In happiness, to smile with him and be the one to hug him near... In sadness, to cry with him and be the one to dry his tears...

When I fall in love, I will spend my every waking and sleeping moments with him and catch each moment in its eternally lovely form....

When I fall in love, I will miss him the very moment... I say 'goodbye and my heart
will yearn for the very moment I say 'hello'...

When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away and I will be strong and brave once again...

When I fall in love, I want you to be happy always, ever and feel like the happiest
person of them all b'cos that's what I will feel when I fall in love with u...

DA

For u....

I love everything about u, There's no one else like u... It's amazing how I feel when I'm around u. What did u do to make me fall in love with u?... With u I'm so happy, We're perfect for each other... I feel like we're meant to be, Don't you think?... I wudn't know what to do without ur love, u are the only reason why I smile, u have made my world whole, u are my everything... I love u... I need u... Don't let me g but if u want someone else, please let me know... u are the owner of my heart, Just promise me... u won't break it ever again. I'm all urs and I'm glad to say that u're all mine. Please never leave me. I wun't know what to do. Just promise me u won't... cause there's no one else like u...

DA

When i fall in love...

When i fall in love, nothing can change the way i feel. my heart pumps like mad but i feel nothing but love, i feel full up and i don’t even realise i haven’t eaten, i can’t sleep for thinking about him, i can’t concentrate for thinking about him and when i am with him?... i can hardly breathe for being close to him and knowing how good i cud be when he make me happy... i want to cry, When he makes me sad... i want him to be there when i cry.

When i feel my heart is breaking, nothing will take that feeling away. my heart pumps like mad but i feel nothing but grief, i feel full up but i know, i can’t and haven’t eaten anything in days... i don’t even want to sleep Not even if i am completely exhausted. i can’t concentrate knowing he's no longer mine and if i see him?... i can hardly breathe for being close to him and knowing what was meant to be has gone... i think of when he made me happy, i want to cry... i think of how i am now and i want him to be there when i cry...


DA

How did I fall In love with u?...

Remember when, we never needed each other, The best of friends like big brother and lil'Brother and said that we'd never be apart... We understood, we'd never be, Alone...

Those days are gone, and I want u so much... The night is long and I need ur touch Don't know what to say, I never meant to feel this way... Don't want to be Alone tonight...

What can I do, to make u mine... Falling so hard so fast this time. What did I say, what did u do?... How did I fall in love with u?

I hear ur voice and I start to tremble... Brings back that moment, I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends. Don't want to be, Alone tonight. I want to say this right and it has to be tonight.. Just need u to know.

I don't want to live this life, I don't want to say goodbye with u I wanna spend
The rest of my life...

What can I do, to make you mine... Falling so hard so fast this time. Everything's changed, we never knew... How did I fall in love with u?...

DA

I AM... Who I AM.....

I AM... Who I AM, Through all and B'cos of All I have done, All I have seen and All I have experienced... I AM Loved and loving, the more love i give, the more love i recieve and love is all around...

I AM... Who I AM, For what I have said and did not say, For what I have heard and not heard... I AM surrounded by love... I AM greatful for the love surround me... the love in my soul freely and fully express it self..

I AM... Who I AM, B'cos of all of u.. All who have been in my life, B'cos of all the love and no love... Today i release the past and allow the healing power of love into my life, I AM in love with my life... i joyfully express love everyday...

I AM... Who I AM.... B'cos God made me, B'cos God loves me... unconditionally, B'cos I AM...A child of God... i love my self exactly the way I AM...


I AM
[DA]

Not asking why anymore....

i know that thinking of u is a harmless and innocent enough thing for me to do, but
that doesn't make it any less tough when i imagine ur laughing kindness or the tender expression of ur eyes. i know it's ok to wonder idly what's between us
and whether it's more or less than we realize...

i catch myself sometimes trying to make sense and understand the meaning of our so-called crimes, when all that matters is calling u friend. i know this will be ok because it just feels right...

i'm learning to hope, and i know that deep down... we're both armed and ready for this fight. the sad flutter of our hearts won't make a sound. it's easiest when i stop thinking. when i let go and simply feel, it's in those moments i feel i am linking up somehow with something very real...

i believe in true love now in complete truth without fears. i tried before, but didn't know how to experience it without tears... i'm amazed with this new reality
cause i don't believe or see how... i'm deserving of all this beauty but i'm not asking why anymore for now....


DA

I don't know how I feel anymore.....

I don't know how I feel anymore, I'm really not sure why?... I'm trying to remember of all that maybe the cause. I tried my best to keep us together, I tried to tell you everything I can. I thought you loved me, Loved and cared for whom I am...

I've been untrue I know, I've hid my past, which is my mistake. I've tried to tell you many times... I just couldn't and I didn't... It was too late, yet I shared, Shared all that was hidden. You can't believe me I know... You can't trust me I know

You could have left me then, You should have told me then. At-least... You should have been honest, You should have been open... You were fake since that day, You lied that you loved me still... You said you did forgive, But not forget...

it's the past that you hid too. It's just the past that we didn't fully share, Our presence was never untrue.. Not one word that I lied but my past. I thought you knew my love was true, I thought you felt my care was true, I thought you did love me too, I really thought it was all true

We all make mistakes and I did too, I am the fool to be really true...


DA

‘THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME’....

Once I wished upon a shooting star, to get a charming person, to take good care of me... so my wish was granted, I was full of happiness, my favourite person sud not be told to anyone as he’s my secret admirer, sometimes fights and scoldings are uncountable but there are reasons for them, my sincerity and beliefs towards him are higher than the stars in sky, my favourite person always stays in my heart permanently and I will always thank him saying ‘THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME’....

It’s not hard to find the words, there are lots that come to mind. To show appreciation for someone being kind. So for all the special things u do, the niceness that u share, a big thank you from the heart for all the ways u care...

Thank you for being there, through every laugh, through every tear... u helped me not to be scared, bout the things that I feared. u are an important person in my life, u’ve helped me deal with my strife. From time to time u always listened and when u did so ur eyes always glistened... u never put me down and u always knew how to turn my frown upsidedown. Thank u for being there for me and letting me be who I want to be...

Thank you for everything. Those words just cannot convey the depth of gratitude of all my loving thoughts. I offer these common words and say thank you once again. I trust you will know how much I am glad to be ur trully bestfriend, a great brother, a sweet partner, a perfect soulmate and an amaizin lover in the whole wide world...

‘THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME’....
DA

I quit....Yes , I quit from everything but I cant quit from loving u…

I quit....Yes , I quit from everything but I cant quit from loving u…
by Whos's Daydo Andre II

on Monday, November 29, 2010
at 11:42pm

u said u don’t love me than what was that when u mostly say me “” I Love You “. Who am I…?... Where am I…?... No ones knows…!!!... Why I made my life in this way…?...

If u don’t love me than how come u dream about me …?... If u don’t want me to be ur partner than how come I am ur “Ur Partner” …?... If u don’t accept in front of others that u love me than how come u said u love me …?... If u don’t care about me than how come u are worried bout my life…?... If u don’t love me than what all that was ???... If u don’t love me than how come u said me to express my heart feelings to u… If all this means just to end up than why u so eager to know what I feel towards u…

Is all that was just a game for u .,.???... Is all that ‘cos I love u even after knowing all truth about u..


Why it happens that people start giving excuses.. Why aren’t u knw before coming into someone’s life… Why aren’t u know ur responsibilties before making someone to love u madly… Why aren’t any one knows it hurts like hell… Why aren’t u know if still I love u , it s not a game…


Stop Playing with my heart… my feelings and I always want u to be happy better again for ur happiness… I quit, Yes , I quit from everything but I cant quit from loving u…


One day u may cry for me and One day u may realized u punished me more than that I deserve, when I am already dying every minute, when I am already living with guilt… u will miss me but now I quit end of my Love… No more Love even I know Love is not meant for me ...


Still…I Love u...

DA

I want you to love me like you did before you knew me...

I want someone to know me, maybe tell me who I am. I want you to love me like you did before you knew me. I've been all alone and my faith has turned to stone but there is something in you that I believe in. Everything is fine, but I'm lonely all the time, all I want to do is be there for you and the things you're going through. I look and see right into your soul.

That's why I love you because I know you. I want you know I am always here to show you who you are or who I am. You want to know how deeply my soul goes?... It goes deeper than bones. I may live in numbness now, in the background. As the world spins out of control, I'm here not knowing and moving oh so slowly.

I've never been so alone, yet I've never been so alive. The vision of you is mysterious and surrounds my every being. "Don't let it bring you down, it will all come around"... I try so hard to listen, but I don't hear a word that is spoken. As time moves on, hearts get betrayed and promises get broken. With my head in my hands and my heart on the line, I cry "All I wanted was someone to love me, and see the real me".. My aching heart is bleeding for you to see that.

So, these are the dreams I will dream instead here in my head with the words that are never said. I'll sit alone with the barren tears I shed and try to catch myself before I fall, when I fall. For you I'd bleed myself dry, it's true, I'd do it all for you but all I ask is for you to love me for who I am and all else will fall into place... I want you to love me like you did before you knew me.

'Cause you've brought me too far....

I don't need a lot of things, I can get by with nothing. Of all the blessings life can bring, I've always needed something but I've got all I want, When it comes to loving you. You're my only reason, You're my only truth.

I need you like water, Like breath, like rain. I need you like mercy from heaven's gate. There's a freedom in your arms that carries me through. I need you

You're the hope that moves me to courage again. You're the love that rescues me.. When the cold winds rage and it's so amazing... 'Cause that's just how you are and I can't turn back now, 'Cause you've brought me too far.

A love that hurts...

I'm here slowly walking, In the street of loneliness. Remembering our time together
Until the day u made u wave goodbye to me.. It really hurts very deep inside. My heart was sliced into pieces... Thrown into the deepest part of the ocean and eaten by these large creatures...

I tried to forget u but I cudn't until now. I love u, that's the reason why Mylove for u will never die. Now u made ur wave goodbye to me. I am happy for u.. B'cos ur wish comes true.. Here we are split apart but not our Heart. Thank you for sharing me urlove, Even if it is not forever...

DA

Why do i still love u....

Everything so silent… I cant hear a voice, So many feelings. I don’t have a choice. Crying so softly. So I cant be heard. Everything so confusing, Every little word. So many nights... Where I cant sleep, Dreaming of how much... u mean to me, Asking myself, Is this how I feel... Closing my eyes, Thinking is this how I feel...

Wishing and praying, Wanting to know... After all I’ve been through, Why I care for u... Why cant I let go?, Eyes filled with tears like ocean. Heart filled with fears of loosing u. Mind so confused...

Why do I still love u?... I cant feel this way, u told me to say goodbye to me.. it's Killing me with guilty... Yet I need u to stay... I feel useless, cant satisfy u but i know one thing that... I cant say goodbye to u, Never Ever... So please... Dont make u say goodbye to me. So please... dont ask me why do I still love u? b'cos i dont know myself Why Do I Still Love u?????...


DA

To melt ur heart...

What is Life Without u? u made me cry... B'cos we are apart. u left me in tears but u never exit my heart.. It wasn't ur fault, I guess it was mine.. For love can't be forced, neither our mind and can’t be forced to be forget...

They sud know it by now.... I've tried more than once, to get over u.. Like They want me to be but you make it so hard, with cute things u do.. and u did

I thought love was a good feeling but I've got nothing to gain. Just sorrows and tears and more and more pain.. The day the pain started, reality came too. It was the day I realized ... What is Life without u?... Why can’t they see this too… What is my life without u? …


DA

Wudn't bring u back...

Million words wouldn't bring u back. I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears... I know because I've cried!...

DA

Thankfull

I am thankful each and every day for the things u do. The times u spend listening when I need u to. I'm thankful each and every time for the warm embraces that show u care. The gentle kisses that say "I love u." The gestures that say I am a special person in ur life. Not only do I love u but u're my best friend... (BabyBoy)

DA

Special....

I'd like to take this time to say just how u make me feel. ur'smile brightens my darkest day & makes our friendship real. Every time u hold my hand, I feel butterflies take flight and I find myself missing u each time.. u're out of sight. Each morning when I awake, u're the first thing on mymind & I'll protect the special bond we share b'cos true love is hard to find. u're someone very special & this I know is true. I'm happier than I've ever been and I owe that all to u...

DA

Soulmate

I'm going to try to speak the words that myheart wants u to know, I want u to see what u mean to me & why I love u so. Nobody else can know my thoughts & touch mysoul like u can. No one can melt myheart like u do, so simply by holding myhand. With a loving glance or a tender kiss, u make mycares disappear. Warm thoughts of u surround me & always keep u near. I need nothing more from u than this, to know that u'll always be mine and the promise of urlove in my life, until the end of time...


DA

each day....

With the start of each new day, I find myself thinking of u... In the middle of my busy day, my mind wanders and I think of u... Out of nowhere I see ur smile, hear ur laugh and I think of u... Life is beautiful now b'cos I fall in love.. all over again each time I think of u...

DA

I wish u a very Happy Birthday...I love you...

u are the reason I am... How do I begin to tell u how lucky I am to have u in my life? I'll start by saying what an honor it is for me to be ur lover. u're my best friend in the good times and my rock in times of sorrow. u're the reason for sweet yesterdays and my promise for tomorrow. I never thought I cud feel this loved until I became ur lover. u made this year and every year the best one of my life.

u are the reason, I smile. u make me believe, in me. I wish to have u as my trully bestfriend, my great partner, my sweet soulmate and my amaizin lover, every time I re-birth, I love u. And with all of my emotions, I wish u a super happy Birthday. With u, am always at peace. u are my angel, my soul and the ultimate heavenly gift to me. My respect for u is no different than ur love for me, without boundaries. u are my crowning support and the best thing that I own. u care, love and teach. u are protective and supportive...

u make me a proud person. May u continue to live a joyful life for all the years to come.... I might not know the pains u went through to make me what i am but what I know is that i love u. May God bless u with love, care and warmth. May ur sweet blessings stay with me forever. I wish u a very Happy Birthday...I love you...


Happy Birthday
DA

i need to know

u know that I love u… no matter the hurtful things u do or say.. There are times when u make promises that are too easily not kept.. I didn’t think it was so demanding.. I keep my promises unless there is a inescapable reason.. so thats it is why it is hard for me to be understanding.. I know not everyone has values like me..
But am I really asking that much?. It is hard to believe what people say when they do not ever keep the promises they make..

I understand that life throws us curves and not all promises can always be kept.. but dont I at least deserve to be told a reason.. not just shoved aside.. I love u unconditionally no matter the promises u break.. I never required that u love me in return.. However u have told me u feel the same.. My actions, my words.. the way that I let u affect me.. show it.. Even people who never met me.. have no choice but to know it.. I know ur life is hard and I can never possibly know everything that u go through.. Fears that I have arfe related to actions and reactions we tend to have towards each other.. Yes, I worry about u and stay up late at night wondering if ur out somewhere dying..

Do u realize the pain..? I have gone through and still go through every day to where at times I cannot keep myself from crying.. u are not around so maybe it is hard to comprehend because u do not see the tears that I shed or that I have a hard time trying to eat or sleep.. Hell even to take care of myself.. Not many things hold enjoyment and I spend most of my time on deployment to find something to just help me deal..

If I were to go by the way I've been treated.. Pushed away and discarded when times got harder.. I think of u constantly and in ur heart u know it.. So why at the end of the day do I wonder if ur love is true.. why do u have such a hard time to just show it.. u rarely call not even to just say hello.. When u need me I have always tried to be there even though I dont always have material things to share.. u will never know how much I have truly given just to show you that I cared.. There have been times u ..

I have needed, felt alone, uncared for, and mistreated.. I rare shared things that were stressing me out in my own life all the troubles I was going through.. I never wanted u to feel guilty or burden u with more when u had too much on ur plate already.. At times the struggles I was going through may have made my feelings less true even though they were not.. I know u have ur doubts about us and I would be lying if I said I did not. I have my reasons and I know they are valid… The only thing I am left wondering is just what urs are.. I share my doubts and feelings so that together we can try and sort it out.. Many times after sharing I have been left feeling that I sud have just shut u out..

Whenever I dare to talk about emotions and how I feel inside.. Nine out of ten u become upset again..and silently push me away… To say I understand wouldnt be true when I have no idea what to say or do.. I try many tactics to figure and sort our problems out… Whenever I try … and end up left failing.. I always wonder.. why.. Now I know that we have to work together as a whole if we ever want this to be forever...

I start thinking.. always thinking… Sometimes too much thinking is never good.. because the truth gets mixed up in scenarios that play in ones head.. there is no real truth without the other person being involved in ur internal discussion..
Logically if I were to step outside of my emotions and take a good look at everything that has transpired and what is going on now.. It wud force my love blinded eyes to see that only words ever give hint of ur intention but I wud be remiss if I somewhow failed to mention that ur actions and reactions ever support ur claims…

Now can u see why it is extremely hard to believe that u feel it… If I were to go by appearances and the way things seem the way ur so loved logic would.. Seemingly the only time you need me (its rare if at all u seem to want me) is when u are down and out, in trouble, or just feeling lonely… u do not treat me as if an equal someone u want by your side… in fact if u have not noticed u treat me quite bad instead of the people in ur life who actually deserve it...

Can u yet see why I am scared to believe that u really mean all that u say..? Do u how hard it is to keep up faith when there is so little to go on.. You have me feeling that I am forever dealing with a dream u will never allow to come true..
I wonder at times if happiness scares u.. since every time we are close.. u run away.. Cant u see my heart is steady…

Is it too much to ask that u try and not live in the past and give me something more to go on? I want a future with u in my life.. to be together to learn, grow and heal each other. My heart keeps of the fight its so much stronger than I ever dreamed.. (maybe its only because it is you) and refuses to ever give up. no matter the logic, what people say, or how things seem. I am fighting a war but I need you to let me know I am not fighting a losing battle.. one that I can never win.. Is it too much to mention I need to know ur intentions.. to feel that u are not just spitting game.. I know about ur past with women just a bit..

I try to think beyond my own insecurities and confidences but its hard.. Sometimes I wonder if I am just naive.. or believe too much in u… I want you to continue being the biggest part of me.. Is it so much to ask for a little sign.. every now and then of affection? Yes, I want u and ur love it never mattered what u have done, how u look, the way u dress, or bout sex. Is it so selfish of me to need to see that I am not all alone in this love..?

I know right now ur circumstances are quite hard and every day is a battle u go through to simply survive.. If u were not so stubborn and set in ur ways.. We cud make this dream come true if it is indeed shared.. I wud fight beside u.. share ur battle.. be there to pick u up when u are down..I cud teach alot to u and I know u have alot to teach me… We cud be like to halves made whole.. I know this may not be the town u have always dreamed of it does not have to be our permanent place..

Its a simple beginning until we are capable of living somewhere u find more desirable.. for me it does not matter where I am for my home will always be u..
Unfortunately as always it will come down to what u want more.. You know I will wait but can you blame and forgive me if I ask can you tell me.. that I have a reason to stat and wait?.. You know that I love you.. and by now you know I always hav and I hope you know I always will. But pardon me if I ask .. If u want this to be real what keeps holding u back?.. Make me understand ur reasons because right now I only have conclusions..

One is that u are scared it is real and u will somehow lose this so instead of trying before even starting u give up.. Two.. u are afraid of change and just not sure how to make it happen.. needing to realize the world u once lived in is no longer for u… Three. this is the one I refuse to believe with every breath I take .. no matter how things may seem to be..

logically if actions and appearances were factored.. u no longer want to change the u and me to us.. u no longer want me beside u to love you and help u be strong.. If what u have said were to be believed then maybe my looks dont appeal to you.. Looks can change and they will as time moves on.. but the person I am inside that I know u do at least care for will not ever change who I am.. the only traits that i want to change are the negative ones that hold me back and make me unhappy..

I had hoped by now the fact that I am here will have gotten rid of any doubts or fears u may have had about me permantly leaving and causing u too much pain.. I want and need to know the same because u have left me quite uncertain.. u wonder why I always think that u are going to break my heart? Do u think I am still in love with another and hold him instead of u in my heart?..

Well let me reassure u… I may have loved before but the way I feel for u I have only ever read about and seen in movies.. it makes the way I felt about my ex seem like a schoolboy crush and only about lust.. With u I just want to be around… I would never have gone through the hell and hardships and when we broke off when I healed I never looked back.. with u every time we are apart the place where my heart used to be constantly hurts.. my breathing gets caught as I cry of thoughts and memories of u I hold in my head..

I want to learn and know all about u but u have to open up.. I know when it is all said and done.. u will have a few walls to conquer.. I do not want to put them up intentionally but im just letting you know they might be there and I pray u care enough to tear them down.. if they are there i want u to know it was to protect.. not only me but us.. If I continue on the path im on feeling every emotion.. every bit of pain.. then eventually no matter how much I love u and want to be there.. i might come to dislike u.. and that is something I never want to do..

I want us to make a life together.. to share all the difficulties life throws our way… to share what we have learned, learn together and grow… To share everything.. the laughter.. the joy.. the hardships.. the pain.. fears and yes.. even the pain..
u do not ever have to be alone.. it has always been your choice to make.. I told u the only way I wud ever truly leave u was if u asked me to do it.. well now after this last time I have to say u will have to look in my eyes so i know u mean it….

I want us to be happy and if it is ur wish .. i believe with all my heart we wud be happy together.. though we have only had a few days to spend physically in each others physical presence … I believe that u enjoyed almost every minute I was there.. I think too you struggled with urself and I did too to not show me how much u really care.. We have had the best of times.. laughter, smiles, joy.. happiness and love… we have shared some of the hard times too.. we have both gone through hell, lived with pain, seperation has always been hard, tears, fears, frustration and quite a bit of anger too..

All that I hope is past and we can live on in the future to have more good times but even when it is bad I want to share those too.. I love u and u know it is true.. I know u may not be ready to receive it.. All I ask is that u do not let fear hold u back… and not take the chance u have been given..

I know we cud be happy together since the day I first met u I felt that connection… even if the distance made it seem improbable it wud ever come true… Since it has.. and then it was taken back.. I want u back.. I dont think u have a clue of all I feel and all I have felt.. how much if u wud let me.. I want to spend every day .. every moment telling you and expressing to you how much I love you… how much you mean to me.. and how much u complete me.. by just being u…

So that is why I ask… and u do not have to answer right away.. just when u do be sure of your answer.. so I will ask “u know how I feel and u know it is real.. I doubt u are happy where u are… so what are u (or if u so desire…. us) going to do.” Are u going to just sit there and take it.. thinking u deserve the life that u got? Or are u going to realize its not always about what u deserve when it comes to the negative things.. dont punish urself..

when so many others in ur life will do it for u… not trying to affect ur decision but I want to mention make the choice with ur heart and what u know will make u happy and be the best for you in the long run… so now I ask what are you going to do? When u find the answer no matter what it might be whether I want to hear it or not.. give me a call and let me know.. I will be glad to hear ur voice no matter what...

DA

Love

"Love" is
a beautiful word,That ties two people in one thread...

"Love" needs
commitment and is full of sentiments...

"Love" means
standing by each others side and making ur loved one smile...

Love
DA

A beautiful to say thanks to the person whom i love...

by Whos's Daydo Andre II on Thursday,
November 25, 2010 at 2:39pm


I was so alone, u came into my life and gave me a smile. I never shared my feelings with anyone, But u gave me reason to share them with u... I never cared so much for anyone, But u gave me reason to care for u. I never loved anyone so much, But u gave me reason to love u, ur love is an unconditional one, With no twists and turns. It hurts, when I am not able to talk to u, It hurts, when I am not able to share my feelings with u, It hurts, when I am not able to see u but, u are in my heart, Feeling u inside me is my art, I just need to close my eyes for the conversation to start... u changed my perception of life, And changed my life from dull to bright. Thank u for the love u give me, Thank u for the care, the love, the intimacy, the respect, the honesty, the open minded and the loyalty u show me... Thank u for all those beautiful moments that u gave me, Thank u for everything....I love u and I miss u, I care for u and need yu.

My Feeling...!!!

Empty... That's how I feel without u.... Every day that we're apart Feels like an eternity. U move me... Make me feel things I thought, I wud never feel again. When I am with u, I feel a warmth wash over me. A warmth unlike any I have felt before. It picks me up and carries me to a far off place, A beautiful place... A place where nothing is known but love and caring. My worries fade to a distant memory and all but u is forgotten, If only for the moment...

u are from heaven! u are most beautiful, I ever seen. u are the one, Motivate me to do anything. u are my hope, My energy, and give me direction. I love u too much, so that, I have something for tomorrow...



My heart is overflowing with joy and love, The joy that u bring to me and the love that I feel for u. Never have I come across anyone like u... Sweet, warm, tender, caring... I become overwhelmed in ur presence, lost... Lost to my imagination, to the thought of u. I'm lost in a wonderful dream, and I never want to wake up... I try to find u in everything. I like to feel I am following u. I don’t know, ever I followed u really.... Oo, my dreams u are my real love.



u... u are too good to be true... My knight in shining armor. The man I've been searching for... The man of my dreams. And now I have u, Yet I cannot have u... To see u wud be heavenly, To touch u, divine. I want to share my life with u... u are my waking thought and the last thing on my mind as I drift off to sleep at night. u fill my dreams with visions of happiness and love, Visions that linger on and carry me through my day.



There is a longing in my heart That someday we will become a reality. I want u with every fiber of my being. I need u as I need water, or food, or air. I miss u every second of every day and for everything that u are to me, Everything that u will ever be, I love u... 



DA

I remember.....goodbye

I remember the day when i saw ur face... i remember the first word u would say... i remembered every minute that seemed like an hour... i remembered when our days wud somehow go sour, i felt like u were with me even when u werent now that ur gone the only thing i feel is hurt... one day i hope u will come back to me but someday i hope u will see... im the only one for u and ur the only one for me... i remember ur last words and the last breath u wud take and if i cud go back saying goodbye wud be my biggest mistake...


Love
DA

if i will be forgiven

Please listen to me I'm just a sinner, I'm just a human who needs to be forgiven... Give me a chance to change and recover For all the things bad and wrong it is a sin.. if u can forgive me from the bottom of ur heart, im sorry if i ever cause u harm for it wasnt my attention to hurt u like that... i have the wills, faith that one day we will be together like we used to be..



Forgiving is a divine thing and I hope u do Conscience attack me and I'm feeling blue... Whenever I think all the things I've done, I was about to sink and outbalance in see-saw... I'm sorry for what I sudn't have done, Extremely sorry for everything I had, Now please tell me what I sud do, To make u feel better, shed off ur sad...



Giving me a chance will ease my mind and nothing can bother my heart again, believe what I say... it's what I'm trying to find The key of this all is... I will be forgiven. i will be fighting, fighting, and fighting till i win u back, im no one without u all i ask is for u to give me a chance... any problem u face well work it together and ill be waiting for ur respond in our special place we build... i dont care if it takes a life time but ill be waiting for i know that u are my BigBoy that completes my heart...



Tell me what I sudn't do, Please forgive me for what I had, Don't wanna hurt u again, Just let me know if I'm too bad. Thinking of u is not an easy task It makes me ruin every time inside of me, Makes me sad trying to get this masks but it will not if u'll not listen to me...



Please say u'll forgive me but I will wait if I must... But I will convince u, I can rebuild ur trust... For I really have changed. This shook me up too! Now I stand in the knowledge, Of how much I love u!... I don't care even if I have to die but just because of me, I'll never make u wanna cry. Trust me, for every word I say is true, Just tell me and I'll do whatever I have to.... Let me make it clear now...



But forgive me please, don't be sad, don't be mad...



Please....



DA

1000 times

a 1000 times I can ask for ur forgiveness...
a 1000 times u'll say no...
a 1000 times I'll remember how great u are...
a 1000 times u remember how awful I was to u...
a 1000 times my opportunuity was missed..
only the memories of an incredible life together..
a 1000 times I'll wish for that again...
a 1000 times I beg for forgiveness...


(babyboy)

These hands holding urs on our day are the hands of ur best friend, young and strong and full of love for u as u promise to love each other today, tomorrow, and forever...

These are the hands that will work along side urs, as together we build our future... u are my love... I know the joy that comes from feeling closer to someone than I've ever felt before...

These are the hands that will passionately love u and cherish u through the years and, with the slightest touch, will comfort u like no other... u are my love... I know the passion of wanting to share everything I have, everything I am with u and only u...

These are the hands that will hold u when fear or grief fills ur mind... u are my friend, my bigbrother,my soulmate, my partner and my lover... I'll always have someone to make me smile just when I need it most, and to encourage me when I'm feeling confused or doubtful...

These are the hands that will countless times wipe the tears from ur eyes, tears of sorrow and tears of joy... I know that I can count on u to hold my hand through the rough times and to be there to share the good times too...

These are the hands that will help u to hold ur family and my family as one and that will give u strength when u need it... I know that I must be one of the luckiest people in the world to have someone like u...

And lastly, these are the hands that, even when wrinkled and aged, will still be reaching out for urs...





DA

U gave me the strength to believe in myself, u gave me the power to love nothing else... I love u so much I wish u cud see, I love u so much u mean the world to me, I love you so much u don't understand...

my world falls in place when u hold my hand, my stomach turns when u hold me tight, I wish u cud hold me all day and night, my eyes fill with tears when u have to go,
I love u so much and I want u to know, my world feels so right with u by my side, I want u forever not for a day, I will love and respect u and Never go away...

I hate it when u look at me, cos there's a scared and lonely boy hiding u see, I can’t stand it when u look me in the eye, I get a lump in my throat and need to cry, I've loved u like a trully bestfriend and even a coolest big brother, a great soulmate, a best partner and an amaizin lover.

i love u
DA

the moment u hold my hand...

The moment u hold my hand.. was the best moment of my life.. i wish that it lasted forever.. i wish it never end.. but it did...

The moment u hold my hand.. i thought u do it truly.. i thought that u really love me and that we were gonna be together forever.. but it wasn't...

The moment u hold my hand.. i wished to die at that moment.. so i die happy.. but i didn't..

The moment u hold my hand.. i thought it was only u & me.. and that nobody will ever separate us.. but it wasn't that way..

The moment u hold my hand.. is the moment i will never forget.. nobody else has hold my hand the way you did.. i love u so much, that i wont ever stop holding it.. even if u do.. i wont...

That was the best moment of my life, i wish u hold it forever.. in my dreams u are..

when i see u, i feel like we are still holding hands.. I'm still waiting for the day u figure out, i love u... and that I'm still waiting for u and that ill do till the day i die.. i will die for u.. and i can swear u, that i love u more than u know.. i know I'm supposed to love someone else.. but i just cant be with him without thinking of u..


i love u..=) even though u don't..

DA

inside my heart...

since u came along in my life, my heart shines bright, all of the day and night... u hold my hand tight, even if u are not here. I have no reason to fear, b'coz u are not here, not by my sight but deep inside my heart and that's the love that cares...


DA

Remember....

I hope, one day, u will think back to these moments... when we held each other and laughed till we ached with joy and tears tickled our cheeks.

u won't remember, why?, but u will remember !...how we were so happy.

I want u to remember the way I smiled at u, like it was the first time, every chance I got and the way I kissed u, like it was the last time, every chance u gave. I want u to remember all the sweet words I said to u but even more... the way I said them...

I hope, one day, u will think back to these moments.... as we sit together in silent comfort admiring one another as we inhale...our bad habit. u won't remember how terrible it was, but u will remember how good it felt b'cos it was time spent together.

I want u to remember the way I touched ur face and the way u held mine.... I want you to remember how I whispered softly in ur ear, just to say, "hi"and the way it made u smile.

I want u to remember the way I looked at u, with big eyes and a bottomless heart...
always wondering if u knew how wonderful I think u are and though u didn't love me back, I want u to remember... how I love u insane... like it's never going to hurt.

DA

Morning Rain

Waking up early in the morning, the rain’s falling outside.
It wakes me up from my sleep.
Thunder rumbling outside my windows I remember of you.
I miss you so much from this deserted place.
So many nights without you, I miss your smile and miss your love.
The rain falls so slow but the thunder’s so loud.
There’s nothing sadder than to be here without you.
Nights and days I was beside you and now to live without you, I feel different, feel lonelier than ever.
Do you feel the same when you’re alone?
I don’t know if you even miss me or not.
It’s really hard to tell when I don’t know what you’re thinking.
We fought a lot but we also lost a lot of days and times together.
Morning rain, I always remember you when I hear it outside my windows.
This is the first raining day that I’ve miss your love.
We wasted one raining day, wasted one day of love, one day of tenderness together with each other....

Best
DA

Moments Of Mistakes

Moments of mistakes and everything was gone.
One moment of misleading love and love did go wrong and tears began to develop.
Love died, tears burned, heart began to break, and directions began to collapse.
We had our moments of love and joys and we had our moments of tears and pains, yet we overcame them all.
I thought we could love each other like we did day by day even though we fought.
We got mad at each other, we cried, we went through so many things together, I thought we could go on but I was wrong.
You decided to walk away in another direction.
You wanted to see me hurt painfully; you wanted to see me die slowly and heartbreakingly without you.
You knew I could never live without you with all the things, all the love that we both had together, yet you walked away.
There was nothing I could do or say to stop you from walking away from me.
Now tears are all that I can give you to send you away to your new life, to your newfound love.


DA

BELIEVE THAT I LOVE YOU, BELIEVE THAT I WANT YOU, BELIEVE WHAT I SAY IS TRUE

I will miss u In the time that I am gone, I will love u and it will go on... I will stay true to u b'cos that’s what I want to do, b'cos I believe there is no one else for me...

u are the one, with u I wanna be... I will tell u, just to make it sure, I love u and I want u every day more. The thing is that I didn’t had the change to tell u but If u believed me, u know loving u is what I do...

Strange it seemed that u had your doubts, u weren’t sure but the truth is, u opened my door... No one else got so deep in my heart like u. That’s why I know it’s love and it’s true...

I don’t know why I gave u the change to get into my heart... Cause I knew that u cud let me fall a part. I don’t trust people very fast but I trusted u from the beginning, so this must last. It’s strange for me to see how I knew I loved u from the very first day...

All dough I was afraid to say but now I think u already knew and believe me, my words are true. I want to scream it out every day, all day long Or even sing it in the most beautiful song, i still remember u alway sing a song "somewhere ou there"...

Now I notice u need to hear it too but afraid I am, screaming it u isn’t what I do
Cause when I say: I love u. u don’t say the words back to me. Scared of that I am afraid to hear. Our love won’t ever be and I understand why u act the way u do but u doubt my words all dough they were true and I know my trust in u hasn’t been very strong but thinking I meant nothing to u was also wrong...

after i was bad, it never was the same... I guess u knew that I wasn't the right man for u but im always trying do my best to fixed my fault. that’s okay but I do wanna love u in every way...

So words won’t be enough anymore, I really want u of that I am very sure b'cos of that I don’t understand that u don’t know. If I didn’t love u I had letting u go
but I am still standing here. All dough I fear... I hope u understand that saying how I feel makes me feel weak inside, Cause u make me lose my mind...

With u, my proud is still here and honesty is what u give. I hate to lose u, without u I can’t live... I can’t believe I am prepared to give it all up for u. If u ask me, I will do

I want u... I love u... I need u... I care for u...

and my words are true....

DA

u've touched my life

u've touched my life, through all the loving guidance that u've give me. u always have a lot to do but still find time to spare ur love & life with me. u do so many little things that make my life more worthwhile & had made me very proud to have u. through the memories we share. So whether we're near or far, in so many warm & special ways. I know ur love will always touch my life...I wish life's best for u...


love u
DA

im so sorry...

I never meant to hurt you
the way I know I have.
Your love means more to me
than anything and I'll do whatever it takes
to prove that to you.

Since the day I met you and
your love touched my heart
I knew that my life would never be the same.

Please forgive me for the pain I've caused.
I'll make it up to you every chance I get.
You have my heart and my love forever.


Love always,
DA

i am alone.....

u brought me hope, when I had none, I thought u were my destiny, I thought u were the one and I don’t understand why we cudn’t be... u seemed so perfect, u were everything to me... u gave me love, when I had little, I opened my heart to u, it was so brittle. Each day thats passed, I’ve shed a tear, I’m lost in love, without u here...

I’m sitting here alone realising ur gone, I know... I cant change things... I know I was wrong... They all say I don’t need u... They all say I’m better off... They don’t understand I love u...I miss u more than words can say, I think of u each single day... I’ll always love u till the end...

It’s u I love... Yet, u’re never there, I wish I cud see u but u don’t even care. I miss u tonight, I miss u today. Tell me u love me... Like u always used to say. When I heard that u ran off, I cudn’t believe my ears, I ran up to my cold room and let out my tears... u told me u loved me but now u ran away...

Yet I never said it enough, I regret what I did but I cant take it back... Wish I cud hold u. I want u back... I know u deserve better... I know I’m messed up but cant go on without u, I miss u so much...

Beh... I’m sorry, I know I said it before... I mean it more than ever, Knowing our loves now behind a closed door... I didn’t realise what I had... Till I lost u, My heart bleeds inside, I cant forget u...

Cant u find it in ur heart to forgive me, Love me once again... Tell me everythings alright, Tell me its not the end. Yet I know the end is now, I know u’ll never love me again... I’m sorry behh, That I was the one to let u down... u were my heart, u will forever be... Beautiful memories that will stay forever with me...


Just remember I’m here waiting, For when u’re back here with me... I’ll be waiting..



DA

What i love bout u.....

What I Love bout You...

The sparkle in ur eye, The warmth of ur skin... ur breath on my neck, That quivers within. The touch of ur hand, The smell of ur hair. The kindness in ur smile, That strength in ur stare... ur kiss on my lips, ur body near mine. The stroke of ur touch, That feeling inside... The sound of ur voice, Compassion in ur embrace. The serenity in ur stride, The power in ur face. The calming of ur presence, The beating of ur heart. The promise of tomorrow, That we may never part... The beauty of ur kiss and that magic in ur touch. It is for all these reasons and more, Why I love u so much...

DA

u leaned over and u kissed me...

i remembered when.....

u leaned over and u kissed me... I felt my knees go weak
u leaned over and u kissed me... I cudn't even speak
u leaned over and u kissed me... With a passion flowing free
u leaned over and u kissed me... Sparks flew that we cud see...
u leaned over and u kissed me... A touch so soft and tender
u leaned over and u kissed me... A kiss I wud remember
u leaned over and u kissed me... I'm sure I kissed u back
u leaned over and u kissed me... With the fire no kiss sud lack
u leaned over and u kissed me... u left me wanting more
u leaned over and u kissed me... My soul u did explore
u leaned over and u kissed me... My heart no longer full of pain
u leaned over and u kissed me... Darling, kiss me once again

DA

years ago....

years ago, I promised to have u and to hold u, to love and cherish u for better and for worse, in sickness and in health until death did us part. It is my great regret that I broke this promise that I have made at u and it saddens me that I have hurt u, the one that I love, the one true constant, the most beautiful thing that ever happened in my life. I am sorry to have caused u pain and I am grateful that despite all this, u have chosen to forgive me and to forget...

I love u, and only u. And before all those dear to us, I renew the vows I have spoken to u on our wedding day. I promise to love and cherish u and only u, for better or for worse, in sickness and in health, until death does us part....

DA

Let me live my fantasy...

My world is turned upside down, I don't know what to do... My head is spinning all around. I’m crazy over u... In all my life, I never thought that I’d feel this way
Honestly, just can't u see?.. u’re the only thing on my mind every single day. u know were meant to be... When I’m holding u so tight... I never want to let go. u’re the one shining so bright. I just thought u sud know If u don't love me... Please don't let me know... Let me live my fantasy...

i will love u forever...

I love u so deeply, I love u so much, I love the sound of ur voice and the way that we touch. I love ur warm smile and your kind thoughtful way, The joy that u bring to my life every day... I love u today as I have from the start and I'll love u forever with all of my heart...

DA

with u....

With u I've found a trully best friend, a great brother, an amaizin soulmate, a perfect partner, and a sweetest lover... anyone has ever known....... And I'm so grateful life led me to u. It's the many wonderful things u do each and every day.... it's how u care, it's how u feel, it's how u love. What u bring to my life is more than right, I humbly convey....... my gratitude and appreciation, b'cos u share my life. u add so much to my world. Knowing how lucky I am to be sharing life with u makes me love u even more... Most of all, I realize I only want to travel this road with u.



DA

feeling.....

Love is a feeling that tingles and jumps inside myheart... Sadness is a feeling that tears myheart apart. Happiness is a feeling of laughter smiles and joy... Madness is a burning of fire inside a heart. All corresponding and reacting as they are. Each with its own ability of making me be who i am...

DA

if i sud die before u tomorrow...

If I be the first of us to die tomorrow, I’ll spend 23 hours with u and if u wonder what bout the last hour In that I’ll find someone who can take care of u...

if i sud die before u tomorrow, and find that I'm not here, remember how much I love u and please don't shed ur tears. For my life on earth is over, My days have been fulfilled... I did what God intended, My rows have all been tilled...

If i sud die before u, I hope you’ll remember..The time we looked at each other at our favorite places and all the fun and laughter...Just think of me with smiles, Hold my memory in ur heart, For if u don't forget me... I've dreamed many dreams that never came true...If tomorrow starts without me and I'm not there to see, If the sun sud rise and find ur eyes All filled with tears for me... I wish so much u wouldn't cry. hold ur smile do not cry b'cos I will make sure u're ok... We'll never be apart...

If i sud die before u, Know that ‘I still love u’... While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much u love me As much as I love u, and each time that u think of me... I know u'll miss me too But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand... That an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand and said my place was ready In heaven far above... That this separation had to be and life will come a new... For all the loves I held so dear, I'll be there by ur side watching, standing over u... I'll always be ur guide...

If i sud die before u, ur tears will surely fall... If God spares me, what glee Time before the final call...And if one day u feel a sense a whisper in ur ear, Don't be alarmed, it's only me to let u know I'm near and if we never got to hug or say the word goodbye... I will never be hugged or kissed When I have gone to the heavens above... Please, don't have a broken soul and sit around and don't cry...

If i sud die before u, u are my faithful soul and im ur beloved mate.. u have been so faithful, So trusting and so true... Though there were times u did many things
for me.. u shouldn't do... i owe u Life, caring, Respect, intimacy, honour, pride, honesty and adorement... i think we're Soulmate, did we...?? Remember that I loved Allah SWT and made my peace within... I prayed for forgiveness... Allah SWT washed away my sins...

If i sud die before u, i will live here for u and u will live there for me... i must wait, where u can see me At Heaven’s gate, will do.... now Close ur eyes... Breathe. Listen for my footfall in ur heart... I am not gone but merely walk within u....So if I die tomorrow and the sun for u won't shine Just look up towards the heavens... I'm with the Great Divine...

if i sud die before u, I thought of all the yesterdays... The good ones and the bad,
The thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had... If I cud relive yesterday... Just even for a while, I'd say good-bye and kiss u and maybe see u smile but then I fully realized... That this cud never be, For emptiness and memories, Wud take the place of me and when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow...

if i sud die before u, I thought of u and when I did, My heart was filled with sorrow but when I walked through heaven's gates.. I felt so much at home when God looked down and smiled at me, i just want u to know... i love u always and forever. Love me forever, keep me in ur heart never let us fall apart b'cos one day u will be with me flying above the seven seas...For every time u think of me... I'm right here, in ur heart....

So if I sud die before u tomorrow, I die with peace... Knowing I gave my all to u, b'cos u are the greatest man I ever met in my life. All the goodness that I have... Tomorrow is my last day to live, My last thought, my last breath... Just think of all I cud give but tomorrow I'll be put to rest...

ur DA

If i have my one last try....

The things I've done, I can't explain... I know b'cos I know it hurts and causes much pains in u. I can't say... I didn't know what I was doing. I don't know what I was thinking or what I was proving. We had a special love but I threw it all away. I regret what I've done every second of the day of my life before i die. If I cud change the past believe me I wud... I wud take away all the pain inside of u, if only I cud... So, now, all I can ask for is one last try... I'll love u until the day I die...





DA

love is......

Love, I thought was meant to be... A word that makes me smile...
Love, I thought was meant to be... A feeling so worthwhile...
Love, I thought was meant to make me laugh Not make me cry...
Love, I thought was meant to say hello Not say goodbye...
Love is meant to leave me... Feeling happy every day...
Love is meant to guide me... So i never lose my way...
Love should be the dream From which i never want to wake...
Love should be the person Who i never will forsake...
Love should be the one i lean upon and my best friend...
Love should be the reason for beginning Not the end...
Love’s a word I used to say But now it’s in the past...
Love to me is just a feeling Never meant to last...
Love to me is just a word Reminding what I had...
Love is just a word that leaves me... Lost, alone and sad...
Love to me is make believe... A dream that can’t be real...
Love just leaves a bleeding heart... A wound i can't heal...
One day love is everything i ever dreamed wud be then suddenly it leaves me...

One Last Time...

I feel ur breath upon my cheek, ur heartbeat next to mine... Cradled in ur arms but know It’s just for one last time... I look into ur eyes, u smile... That smile just breaks my heart, Lying here so close, but know We’re really worlds apart... As I watch u sleep... A single tear falls from my eye, I know deep down ur leaving me
I know this is goodbye...

I close my eyes and silently, I pray to God above That I will wake from sleeping still beside this man I love... As I pray he looks at me and gently wipes my tears... He holds me in his arms, His whispers chase away my fears... He tells me that he loves me, How much to him I mean But suddenly I realize It’s really just a dream...

For when my eyes are open In the cold cruel light of day, I know my prayers weren’t answered. I know he’s gone away... What do I do now?, How am I supposed to feel?, How do I move on?, Do I bleed?, or do I heal?... Do I face the truth? Or do I live on lets pretend? But sadly deep inside I know... We've reached our journeys end...


DA

Since u left....

its been 8 months since u left these parts but never will u leave our hearts. I’m so sad to know u’re not here, For each memory of u I shed a tear. My life is troubled and I have struggled with woes, worries and stress, Without u it feels like a monumental mess...

There are some moments I’ll cherish forever and hope someday we will all be together.
This day is one where I will think of u only, Without u, I wud be so lonely...

Behh, I truly miss u, Its been a tough emotional year... I will always remember and never forget, I have no idea how many times I have wept. This is my farewell my year long goodbye... I’m of now Behh, thinking of u made me cry...

Love u behh.
DA

Dreams....

I was thinking of us last night and the times we shared… How good we were but now we are apart… Yet we still have our Dreams, For in our Dreams we are together, Holding hands on the beach, Talking all night under the silver moon, Kissing and holding each other tight dreams for no matter the distance or the obstacle I will always belong to u for we are meant for each other not only in reality, but also in our Dreams…


DA

Everything

The day we met, I had the oddest feeling… I didn't know what it was. So I just brushed it off After a while I found myself waiting. Waiting for that phone call every day… The one I always got from u. Every night I went to bed happy. Happy that I had talked to u… Every morning I wud wake up and think of u…

The day u asked me out… I was on cloud nine, I cudn't stop thinking of u, The time we spent together… I was always so happy, Then one day… It was gone…. Everything

The hand holding, The cuddling, The drives, The times we spent looking into each other's eyes. The long good byes… Everything just vanished…. Everything except one thing, The one thing that can't be taken from me. That's my love for u… It's here from now and forever….

DA

I know this Boy...

I know this Boy...


I know this Boy who has the brains, sensitive, average x-traodinary and the humor.
I know this Boy who has mentally strong, loyal, kind, caring, and often very generous.
I know this Boy who has flaws.
I know this Boy who never gives up, who begins to care way too much.
I know this Boy who is always tobe security minded, cautious and very patient.
I know this Boy who is professional, practical, disciplined and reserved.
I know this Boy who loves hard and is friendly to every living thing.
I know this Boy who wishes things wud change.
I know this Boy who is in pain.
I know this Boy who is tired of waiting.
I know this Boy who once in awhile breaks down.
I know this Boy who wud rather want love than to feel free.
I know this Boy who wants to feel safe and comfy with his love's life.
I know this Boy who feels as though the only love he'll have is the heart of family.
I know this Boy who needs more than just a smile or a hug.
I know this Boy who needs the kisses and the affection of a twine of hearts.
I know this Boy who wants things, but understands life can bring u down, smash ur hopes into the ground.
I know this Boy who is afraid that in the end he'll be alone.
I know this Boy who went through tough hardships throughout his life.
I know this Boy who wud go to hell and back again just to do a hell of a good deep for a friend, a lover, a relative, even a complete stranger.
I know this Boy who wud love to have love waiting for him at the end.
I know this Boy who wants someone to love him as much as he cud love someone else.
I know this Boy who just wants someone to give him…a chance.
I know this Boy who just wants someone to want to be near him.
I know this Boy who just wants the happiness he deserves.
I know this Boy, he's the one person who gets me
I know this Boy, b'cos that Boy is Me... BabyBoy.




BabyBoy

Broken Soul is a Pain...

by Whos's Daydo Andre II
on Saturday, October 2, 2010
at 10:04pm

I loved him with all my heart... Waiting a year for something to start…. When he where in the darkness, I was there to be his light… When he just needed someone to talk to I was his ears… Now it’s been a year… And he never allow me to entering his life… I tried to entering his heart everytime i cud, But when I showed him how lucky i am to have him in mylife and how proud i am b'cos i find my other soul who cud make me complete...and he's mine with all my heart…



In the middle of the night he tore it apart… his decision at that moment to leave me made me fall apart... im trying to make he realize how much i love him most but he never know what i have inside... he still want this break up with me and facing his life without me... when he's away, I began to fade... My soul feels me dieing, I start crying... I can feel my heart falling apart. I try to put the pieces back together but it wont stay like that forever... It starts to get dark Is this my Broken Soul.. It won't heal, it's not real, but it is and it's bleeding... The two pieces aren't meeting. It hurts so badly, it won't end, sadly... The stitches keep breaking, there's no sence in refixing as soon as I turn around it will be broken...



why is he always in my head.. i want him not to leave, i thought i cud show him much of love, cud i love him even for one day.. but i guess thats untrue, life got in the way distance took my place.. i cant understand how i can feel this way, i wonder every night cud there ever be place for me then i understand that this is not meant to be.. his touch makes me weak, his wispers make me shake, his kiss cud make me melt but there is no room for this in our different lives... im sorry i feel this way why does this hurt so bad...



Now that he's gone, i dont know what to do... i thought seeing him from far away was enough... Now I realize that i need him close, i need to see him, i need to feel his touch, his breath..



He once told me he loved me… he once said he cared… What happened to what we shared? I let it slip through my fingers… No matter how hard I tried… Our love just seemed to have died. A black eye... a broken arm… Or even a leg… Not one made me cry…. But a Broken Soul is a pain not even a god can stand…



I wish i cud tell u how much i still love him, but he's gone...

DA

i miss u

u are there and I am here thinking bout how much I love u... thinking about how much I respect u, thinking bout how much, I miss u...

u are there and I am here thinking about how much... I cannot wait until we are together again thinking about how. I will appreciate more than ever the time, we will spend together...

I love u
DA

Memories are Left ...

I want to be with u but u’re millions of miles away, I wish u wud call just to ask bout my day. It would make things so much better if I cud hear ur voice, I guess I can’t complain too much, it just wasn’t ur choice... u were always there for me through both the good times and the bad... U were always there to laugh with me, or to help me when I’m sad. It’s not that I pity u but I’ll admit ur life’s been tough, I just wish that physically, I cud be there when things get rough. Down at the mall even though we only had a cup coffee,
Laughing at anything and everything, yet none of it was funny...

Driving around Jakarta or other city, or cuddling and doing things silly all day, We never really ran out of things to say. u’re locked up only a few hours away now, but it seems so far... I wish, I cud be down there, where u are. Why do two best friends u’ll ever know. Have to be split up, b'cos one is forced to go? Now that we’re so far apart, I still love u even more... Maybe we both love too much. Each time they say ur name, A tear forms in my eye, How can I be happy, If all I seem to do is cry?... u weren’t supposed to leave me...

u have such a deep understanding of who I am, I hardly have to speak any words and u know just what I am saying... I really miss u and I want to be sure that u know that no matter where I go whom I meet or what I do... I'll never find as deep a Very Bestfriend, a trully brother, a great soulmate, a sweet partner and a n amaizin lover with anyone as I have with u. I don't like missing u, It is a very cold and lonely feeling... I wish that I cud be with u right now. where the warmth of our love wud melt in me but since I can't be with u right now, I will have to be content just dreaming bout when we'll be together again...

Though u are not here, wherever I go or whatever I do... I see ur face in my mind
and I miss you so, I miss telling u everything... I miss showing u things... I miss our eyes. This has to be a dream. I cant accept ur absence and take goodbye for what it means. u left me lost and broken, I still can’t find my way. Months have passed real slowly, but it’s harder every day. I will never forget u, Though we are far apart, I miss u so much and love u with all my heart....

DA

My Promise To You

I cannot promise u forever... We will need time to learn to love each other and to discover our feelings and wishes alone and together...

I cannot promise u that I will always smile, There will be times of sadness when I will miss u more than other times and when I will need ur reassurance...

I cannot promise u to always be the same but with u, I know that I can always be myself and share my feelings and thoughts with u...


I promise u my honesty... It was honesty between us from the very beginning, honesty that brought us more closer.

I promise u my patience with the obstacles we face at the moment it will not always be easy but worth it, if we don’t give up on love...

I promise u my understanding in the ups and downs that life may hold for us we will need to help each others when we feel down...

I promise you my true feelings to share my happiness and sadness with u and to always be there for u when u want to laugh or need to cry...

Most of all, I promise you my love. Here and now, unconditionally, tender and passionate, with no boundaries or limits...

DA

watching u from a distance....

watching u from a distance, afraid to get too close to u. Hoping u'd realize who loved u most but unless u open ur eyes to the one whose always there, u will never realize I'm the one who cared... there's a bit of u in every breath I take in every lesson learned from my dumb mistakes, I always pray for u for each ur precious day...

My Heart

i dont know whats happening, i cant stop thinking of u...Why do i feel this way
getting sadder day by day, i know my time is up but i still cant let go. the memories still make me smile and every thought i have is about the times we spent together... i just dont know how this happened so quick, how everything turned out so bad...u made me believe that u loved me but it turned out to be someone else...

Everything u said to me made me feel so special inside. I fell in love with u but cudn't explain why... we've been through so much together and i hope we last forever, ure exactly what i've waited for and i cudn't ask for more... i cud never find someone new... b'cos no one compares to u...

u promised me forever, i guess forever doesnt last that long... its just so hard to hold on when everythings goin wrong... never thought i'd miss u so much the sound of your voice, the feel of ur touch... im missing all this. I knew you wouldnt return the feelings...

Why did i stay, holding onto u? Then i remembered, I was holding onto the memories. The past, everything we had thats all i had left and now, I realize... that even though it was temporary, Our memories are forever. So im slowly climbing back up b'cos i know, u wont be there to catch me when i fall again. I think it was then I realized, I no longer had ur heart anymore...

At night im always crying cant seem to figure it out why u left me here alone on that very cold night, i know that what i did was wrong and how i treated u and the was mine acted but all those things dont matter b'cos i am still in love with u and i just dont know how to walk away....

I sit here begging for ur forgiveness but u just turn away. I know someday u'll forgive me and im sorry im this way... never meant to hurt u, im so sorry but i love u. i just wanna be happy again, i dont wanna cry so much like i have been. Praying this time the pain will end and a new life for me will finally begin...

if u only knew how much i loved u and seen how much i've cried then its ok for me to tell u... my sorry...



best
DA

The person is u.....

Have i ever just met a person who made my head turn?
Have i ever met a person who made my heart burn?
Have i ever met a person That let me be my self?
Have i ever met a person That made me feel love true?
Have i ever met a person who touched u so deep?
Have u ever met a person without whom i cud not sleep?

Have i ever met a person that brightened my life
Have u ever met a person that made me want to be a very true friend?
Have u ever met a person that made me want to be a great big brother?
Have u ever met a person that made me want to be a true soulmate?
Have u ever met a person that made me want to be a trully partner?
Have u ever met a person that made me want to be an amaizin lover?

Have you ever met a person whose eyes promise u'll never feel blue?

I know i have, b'cos that person is u, My Bigboy...


BabyBoy

if one day u want.....

If one day you feel like crying... Call me. I don't promise that I will make u laugh,
But I can cry with u....

If one day u want to run away, Don't be afraid to call me... I don't promise to ask u to stop... But I can run with u...

If one day u don't want to listen to anyone... Call me. I promise to be there for u.
And I promise to be very quiet...

But if one day yu call... And there is no answer... Come fast to see me...
Perhaps u need a hug...

u're the one for me... u are the key to unlocking My most sacred fantasies. u're the one for me... u are the one that I want to share. My life, my love with for all eternity. I will love u always and forever... u're the one for me.


DA

As ur babyboy...I Will be here for u BigBoy....

Factually, one of the best moments remaining in my heart of hearts, Inevitably none other than u my bigboy... I can't ease ur aching heart, Nor take ur pain away but let me stay and take ur hand and walk with u today...

I'll listen when u need to talk to, I'll wipe away ur tears falling down, I'll share ur worries when they come, I'll help u face ur fears... u can depend on me
Over and over... Know that I intend to be the one who always makes u laugh until u cry and u can call on me until the day u die....

I am ur babyboy... I'm here and I will stand by u, On each hill u have to climb... So take my hand, let's face the world and live just one day at a time... u are so much fun to be with and u are such a good person, u crack me up with laughter and touch my heart with ur kindness. u have a wonderful ability to know when to offer advice and when to sit in quiet support Time after time...

u're not alone bigboy, for I'm still here... I'll go that extra mile and when ur grief is easier, I'll help u learn to smile...! Anytime u need me... I will be here. u'll never be alone again, So don't u fear. Even if u're miles away... I'm by ur side. So don't u ever be lonely... Love will make it alright...

And time after time... i realized how fortunate I am that my life includes u... If one day u feel like crying... Call me....cos im ur babyboy...

As ur BabyBoy, i will be here for u my BigBoy....
DA

Ever wonder why God gives us two?....

Ever wonder why God gives us two?

A right hand to show the left what to do...

One ear to listen and one to hear the problems of others...their laughter and fears...

One eye to watch and one to behold, the beautiful treasures that life has to hold...

One foot to travel and one to stand tall, Two feet to land on if we should fall...

One person to stand by a person's side, One person to cherish being my special person...

The love between u and i come shining through and...

That is the reason... God has made two.

May God Bless u...
DA

Forgive me...

I never meant to hurt u... the way I know I have, ur love means more to me than anything and I’ll do whatever it takes to prove that to u.... Since the day I met u and ur love touched my heart... I knew that my life wud never be the same... Please forgive me for the pain I’ve caused. I’ll make it up to u every chance I get...

Sorry, I am so sorry my love. I did not mean to hurt u, When u cry then I cry more than u... b'cos I love u all my heart and soul.. Forgive me! I am so sorry my love... i told u that I would never hurt you again but again I made ur tears flow once more Now, I promise u that I will not hurt u again...

i hope u know that ur the last person who will ever touch my heart, i’m locking it up now in a safe forever there it’ll stay, perhaps it’ll help my heart heal is love at first sight real, is it as real as the pain u’ve given me...
im truely sorry... i’ll have to wait... can u forgive, the unforgivable... i dont think so, i dont think i’ll be able, i’ll have to stay away from u to become stable, i’m drowning in my thoughts of sorrow... there’s no one here to save me, so i guess i’ll just have to keep swimming this life until tomorrow... maybe my love will come back...

u have my heart and my love forever....


DA

I am sorry...

I am sorry it had to end like this... I am sorry that I can’t be what u want me to be, how u want me to be... I am sorry that loving me caused u so much hurt. I am sorry that I have done nothing but exacerbate ur insecurities... I am sorry that I walked into ur life, gave u hope and not fulfilling ur dreams... I am sorry... I am sorry....

I am not sorry I met you... I am not sorry I fell in love with u... I am not sorry for letting u into my life where no one was allowed for a year... I am not sorry for loving u with all my being while I cud... I am not sorry for having felt wonderfully loved and cherished at the expense of ur insecurities.

ur life, my life will go on. With a big hole that would take a long time to fill. With hurt that will take a long time to heal. With hope that one day the pain would ease and eventually go away...

My love for u will never go away….. and that is a promise...

DA

My Shoulder is waterproof...

by Whos's Daydo Andre II on Saturday, September 11, 2010 at 3:06am

u know what I go through, u know what I feel, u know what is true and u know what is real...

I wanna feel despair, I wanna feel desire and I wanna know that u're there no matter what transpires. I want ur heart to own, ur mind to be whole, ur shoulder to cry on

These shoulders are waterproof, Please lay ur head down... Cry if u need to and and ur body to hold...

I will be strong for both of us. ur tears touch my heart and soul, Let me have ur pain...

I wanna know how much u love me again and again... hear how much u care from beginning to end, know that u want me now and forever and know that u'll always choose me over whom or whatever...

My shoulders are strong, My flesh is pain resistant... Letting me help u, Doesn't make u weak. u are stronger than... The two of us together!

DA

I am still the most happiest man on earth...

by Whos's Daydo Andre II on Saturday, September 11, 2010 at 10:41pm

I used to think that I cud never be happy then u came into my life... it was a long time coming and hard work but I will never regret any of it for the happiness u have brought into my life is worth more than anything else in my world... Almost everything u say and do Makes me so happy and u know its true, That u are the one for me and I'm so in love with u...



I've loved u, u know thats true... Then u went and broke my heart in two.... im sorry im not perfect...i think, I am full of imperfections.... scars, regrets, wishes, love, dreams, hopes, desires, doubts, depression... but im still happy with my self... I have the power to make my life happy or sad, Right now I am so happy... i am more Stronger then any before. Im happy now, i feel alive... I wake with a shine in my eye. No more tears fall from them b'cos of the evil within ur heart..



Now, For me Happiness is the most important thing for me to achieve in my life, Happiness can not be gained. It is earned by my heart, Happiness can be found, When i am close to Allah... Happiness can be found, When i show my kindness to others. Happiness can be found, When i am nice to those i hate... Happiness can be found, When i help others....



i am Happy, b'cos I am completely changed, i am Happy b'cos I have pledged to keep my dignity... i am Happy b'cos, I have chosen my way in life... I am happy now, can't u see... Im better of away from thee... I stupidly wish u cud be happy, that u wud see what u did so wrong to me. I did love u, but now its gone just emptyness and anger is all thats upon. I dont want to hate u, i dont want to feel a thing. I wish u no harm, as i have no qualms. Things in the past sud stay that way... i have no desire to relive, maybe one day...



For me Happiness are the love and kindness and learn to enjoy what ever comes along. Happiness is not far away from me, It is close to my heart... Money can't buy happiness, Even if i can't be happy, i must always be cheerful... Happiness is The best way to cheer my self up Is to cheer someone else up... then i am the most happiest man...



DA

life is still goes on...

for BabyBoy...

Life is to short tobe unhappy, laugh when i can, apologize when I sud, always forgive but never forget, learn from my mistakes but never regrets & let go what i can change. Love deeply & Love what i got, give everything & i have to take a good with the bad, smile when I'm sad, Always remember what i had. people change & things go wrong but I always remember life still goes on !...

(BabyBoy's Rule)

Thank u God for giving me such a loving person like u, my "Very Nervous"....
by Whos's Daydo Andre II

on Friday, September 3, 2010
at 11:49pm

I am "Very Nervous" when i write this note, i dont know why.. I was deceived and broken my heart slayed and trust shaken with trembling feet and eyes closed.. I was moving without any hope.. When somebody was gifting me tears, u just surprised me there... u brought back my smile and pleasure...

Since the first time I met u, I cudn't seem to forget u... And lately I seem to find, That u're always on my mind. I feel so happy when im around u and I thank God that I found u. At first I thought of u as a really good friend, But I realized that my feelings there didn't end... When I see u smile, It makes my life worth while and since the very start, u have been in my heart... u probably don’t know… How Grateful I am, to know u... I’m grateful for the gift u bought but do Remember that the greatest gift is u... I can't stop thinking about u no matter how hard I try...

Miles and miles and miles apart. Although so far, u've touched my heart, ur beautiful eyes, ur kindness, ur adoring smile, Seem to shorten every mile. I wake every morning and rest at night, my thoughts and dreams filled with ur sight... I can't see u, I can't smell u, I can't touch u and I can feel u but, somehow, I know u're there... The miles that lay between us seem to be so few one click upon a button and there I am with u...

u are such a wonderful person, I’m sure The Lord has put u here to show others how to Love... u are Kind, Sweet and Generous for this u are Truly blessed u Let Nothing stand in ur way In everything u do ur Best.. I can’t believe that u're helping me until today I never thought that I'd see How much of a caring person that u are... other people never notice how caring u can be but that’s alright b'cos i've never seen a bigger heart...



I just want u to know that I’ll always be here for u no matter what... Thank u for being there, for being u, for ur heart So good and kind a true friend I cud ever find and letting me be who I want to be.... u are an important person in my life, U are is a special gift, A special gift that God gave to me. I’d be lost and lonely without u, Thank u God for giving me such a loving person like u, b'cos u are my "Very Nervous"..

And this is the only way that I can tell u, I don’t want to tell u out loud... B'cos most of all I don’t want u to think that Im stupid or dumb. I don’t know why but u're the only person that I can really talk to without getting nervous, shy, uncomfort and mad. U're the best thing that i have today, tomorrow... the day after tommorow in my life, I just wanted to tell u how much that u mean to me and I just want u to see how much I need u so please don’t ever hate me....

Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for..i'll wait for u, till the day turns into night..thank u for all the joy and laughter that brought into my life... thank u for al of the comfort that u’ve given thank u for giving me the time of the day and opening my eyes so that I may see, Everyday I’ll Be on my knees and This is what I’ll Say I’ll Ask The Lord to Bless u and walk beside u day by day... Still I want to say u something Thanks for being there for me!!!



DA