Sabtu, 30 Juli 2011

with u, u and only u

I cudn't stop thinking about u all night long. Whenever I closed my eyes, I wud see u smiling at me. With ur arms wrapped around me tight, it felt so good and the best part of all was when ur lips touched my lips. As we made the perfect kiss and all I cud think about is u...U, u and only u and I feel so restless, So eager to see u, u and only u. To be held close in ur arms and I wanted to wake up to u. To find myself sleeping next to u. To feel ur warm breath on my skin. To feel ur warm touch on my hands. I just want to be with u, u and only with u. To breathe the air u breathe. To share a laugh or two. To be in bed with u...And I want to hear ur voice again. To hear u say my name. To whisper soft words of love. To tell me I'm worth so much and I wish I cud be right there with u, u and only u right now. Asleep in ur arms. Dreaming of love. If only I cud be with u, u and only u, my restless loving heart...


DA

If u only knew, this love hasn't been easy...

If u only knew, that life hasn't been easy. U are my everything, my one and only. With out u, I just feel too damn lonely, I adore the sound of ur voice and your beautiful smile. That is why thinking about u makes it all worth while. If u only knew!.... That looking at ur picture puts a smile on my face.... I dont know why I do the things I do. Maybe it's b'cos I love u...If u only knew!... That I dream of u every night.. If u only knew!... That I'm falling in love with u. U hold my hand and stare into my eyes. if u only knew my secret. u put ur arms around me and kiss my forehead. I lay my head on ur shoulder. if u only knew what i was hiding... u tell me that everything will be okay, "I'm here for u," u whisper If u cud only see the scars... u say to me that i cud do better, that I'm good enough and amazing. If u only knew the monster i truly am. U are the greatest thing that's ever happened to me...If u only knew!... Wud u love me too?. When I try and dream at night u're all I ever see. If u only knew!.. How much i wanna hold u tight. I try to remember the good times we had. Knowing u're not with me makes me very sad. I wud do absolutely anything for u. That is why I love u the way I do... If u only knew!... How much u fill my heart with joy every time I talk to u... I try to imagine how things wud be, If u were here right now with me... If u only knew!... That the very thought of being with u makes my heart race. Watching movies or just hanging out Cause baby, that's what I'm all bout, u know that I am always here for u. Thru all the good and bad. If u only knew!... That these feelings coming from my heart are very true... If u only knew, this love hasn't been easy...


I Love U
DA

I'll always remember...

I'll always remember... I'll never forget, how u took my breath away, the first time we met. No matter what happens... no matter what we do, I'll always remember the first time I saw u...

DA

Thanks for being a good person like u...

I’m so thankful I have an amaizin person like u to count on. I know u’ll always be there with open arms if I need a hug and an open mind if I need someone to understand. I’m so glad that I can be my self around u.. u know my qualities and my faults and u love me just the same....

I’m so proud to have a great person like u... not just for what u have accomplished but for who u are. I’m so lucky to have u to talk and laugh with.... to reminisce and make new memories with. I can’t tell u how much it means to have a good person like u. u’re one of the most important person in my life....

Thanks for being a good person like u...

I love you,
DA

my destiny....

For u my destiny, I wud die... I'd pick all the stars from the sky. And give them all just for u. To let u know how much I love u... My destiny, I'll love u thru all eternity... I wud do anything for u. I wrote this note from the bottom of my heart. To let u know ur my true sweet destiny's soul...Please stay with me for the rest of my life, Take my hand and lets be together... Lets fly up to the heavens above and show everyone we are in love cos' u are my destiny...



DA

hold my hand...

U are my bestfriend, partner, soulmate and lover, please hold my hand... As we journey through this love-land, Together we stand, together we will fall... No matter what, God will keep us together. That will be the best of all....U are my bestfriend, partner, soulmate and lover, please hold my hand b'cos without u, I can't stand. For we were put on this love-land for a reason. To go through every good and bad season....U are my bestfriend, partner, soulmate and lover, please hold my hand. As our strength, together, builds each other to become strong, So that our love for each other will last long.... DA

u have given much in this beautiful life....

U have give me much !!!U have given me a shoulder to cry on when I need one, U have given me his arms to be held safe in, u have given me ur hand to hold for as long as I wish u have given me ur ears to listen to everything I have to say and about what is bothering me, u have given me ur heart to take care of and u have given me ur trust which I will not break, u have given me a special place in ur life, that I never want to lose that spot, u have given me a reason to get up and go each morning knowing u're supportive, u have given me a reason to smile each day just at the sound of ur voice, u have given me more insight on topics, I never thought about, u have given me encouragement to do things I needed it to do.U have given me a slight desire to do things I never thought I wud, u have given me pushes to get me to do things I fear, u have given me a reason to laugh at his jokes and actions, u have given me a higher self-esteem by telling me I'm quite good and the only one in ur eyes, u have given me confidence in myself that I greatly lack. U have given me little things that meant the world to me, u have given me support for my goals and decisions, u have given me hope of a future together, u have given me strength to overcome all obstacles, u most of all have given me ur love which I hold dear to my heart, u have given me so much and I hope I've given just as much back, u have given much in this beautiful life.... I love u very much...DA

I miss ur soul inside mine...

I miss ur soul.. I miss being with u every second and moment everyday and every smile, I see warming my heart knowing u love me and taking my hand for I was ur babyboy. I need u back in my life. I miss ur soul so dearly... All the things you’ve done so clearly for me. I miss ur soul inside mine. I loved the times u wud walk me back home but wishing we cud stay together all night and forever. I miss ur hugs... I felt so safe when I was around u, but now that u’re gone. My worries are showing with everyone knowing not helping the way u wud comfort me. I miss ur soul inside mine...I miss u....!!



DA

Nothing will ever change this...

U’re so far away from me this isn’t how it’s supposed to be. This is just too hard.. I want to be where u are... I didn’t know I wud miss u so much. I can’t wait to feel ur touch. I miss ur beautiful smile. That’s something I haven’t seen in a while. I’ll never understand How only u can Make all the bad disappear and say all the things I need to hear. At night I awake, I sit and wait for ur calland sometimes u don’t call at all but, still I waiting for u to hear ur laugh... It’s crazy, I know.. The only one i want is u, My love for u is so true. The time is passing by so fast. Soon I’ll be with u at last and we can catch up on what we’ve missed.... Nothing will ever change this...

DA

I wanna come...

I wanna come and make things better, i wanna come just for u... i wanna come see u cause i miss u, i wanna come to u just to stop the tears, i wanna come to u just to make u happy again, i wanna come for u just to give u a hug, i wanna come to u just to stand by ur side, i wanna come to u b'cos i care and I love...


DA

To be honest with u...

To be honest with u, I don't have the words to make u feel better but I do have the arms to give u a hug, ears to listen to whatever u want to talk bout and I've a heart, a heart that's aching to see u smile again...

DA

when...

When u push me away, I want me to hold u tighter. When I walk away, I want u to pull me back to u. When u get mad at me, I want u to push me against the wall and kiss me. When u miss me, I want my self to be there for u. When I feel u don't want me, prσve to u that I'm the only one...

DA

I open my eyes and I can see the world, but u are not in it....

I open my eyes and I can see the world, but u are not in it. I love to see u, but I know in my heart that I will never be able to. Everyday goes by that I open my eyes and u are not there. One look at u I knew u were the one for me. Conqueror of Time and distance ur love enfolds me. Heart of my heart, Soul of my soul, u smile upon my life. U're my other half that makes me whole.. I'm crying inside, b'cos I want to be with u, but I will never be able to... It makes me so sad that u leave me, I've gave u my heart, my soul, my love, and my life, and there is nothing I can do now. My world is spinning around and around and I can not stop it.. there is no way for me getting to u. U've became my other half of my heart and I am bleeding to death. Is there anything I can do? I don't. know if I can survive another heart break from death. U have helped me out so much in so many ways and I don't think u know it. u have saved me and I don't want u to go, but I know in my heart it is for ur own good. u have suffered enough in ur life time, now it is ur chance to be happy. Even though it will break my heart and others around u too. I've to face the fact that need to be happy. I will always love u, care for u, and never forget about u. My life will never be the same, but knowing that u can be free makes me happy. U know I love u I just hope one day u cud love me like I love u !.... My amaizin lover, My trully bestfriend, My great soulmate, My other half of my heart never forget about me, b'cos I will never forget about u for the rest of my life even though I open my eyes and I can see the world, but u are not in it....

finally I'm standing strong....

u told me u loved me, u told me u cared, u told me u wanted me, u told me u wont leave, u said ur love will never fade but that’s all u did was toy with my already fragile soul. u started to look away when u said ‘i love you too’... u started not to care when i cried in front of u, u didn’t want me around, u pushed me away, u mocked me, u teased me, u made me feel like dirt, u lied to me and u didn’t care how much i hurt that’s it, i finally had enough I’m not taking it any more... so here, take ur stuff. don’t come around any more oh no, oh wait, i made a mistake that’s all i wanted was u back... i begged and i pleaded to give me one more chance yet here u already moved on. u have been all along ur memories haunted me, just wishing u were here. i was blinded by all the love that just wasn’t there, now u're never be with me anymore. u’re leaving me behind and never looking back... But as u can see now I’m stronger now, I’m moving on and finally I'm standing strong....

DA

wud do everything to be ur everything....

There's no one that gets me the way that u do, Just can't explain it there's something bout u that gets my emotions all tangled inside. No matter how I try... I just cannot hide what I feel when u simply walk past my way when u smile it shines bright and u make my day... For so long, u and me been finding each other for so long and the feeling that I feel for u is more than strong. The first time I looked in ur eyes I knew, That I wud do anything for u... The first time u touched my face I felt what I had never felt with anyone else... I wanna give back what u've given to me and I wanna witness all of ur dreams. Now that u've shown me who I really am... I wanna be more than just ur man... I just want u close b'cos u make me smile, I just cannot get u off my mind with each kiss u blow me away and without u, I think I'd go crazy for ur love I would do anything b'cos to me. ..u are my everything... I just want to be ur everything. I'll be ur angel giving up his wings If that's what u need. Open up the heaven in ur heart and let me be the things u are to me... i wud do everything to be ur everything....

The moment u hold my hand....

The moment u hold my hand was the best moment of my life.. i wish that it lasted forever.. i wish it never end but it did... the moment u hold my hand, i thought u do it truly... i thought that u really love me and that we were gonna be together forever but it wasn't.. the moment u hold my hand, i wished to die at that moment.. so i die happy but i didn't... the moment u hold my hand, i thought it was only u and me.. and that nobody will ever separate us but it wasn't that way that was the best moment of my life.. i wish u hold it forever... the moment u hold my hand is the moment i will never forget.. nobody else has hold my hand... the way u did.. i love u so much that i wont ever stop holding it.. even if u do.. i wont....


DA

u don't hear it....

My soul cries, but u don’t hear it...... My soul breaks, but u don’t feel it..... My body longs to feel ur arms around me.... My lips long to feel ur kisses.... My ears long to hear u say I love you.... My eyes long to see ur smile and eyes twinkle.... My life longs to have u in it.... My world longs to have u make it complete.... My body longs to feel u lie next to it.... my love longs to have u return it.... My heart will cry, my heart will break.... My body will go limp, my lips will only speak.... My ears will miss ur words, my eyes will shed tears.... My life will be so lonely, my world will be so empty.... My love will go unreturned.... My heart aches as my life is turned inside out.... My mind will never forget, my heart will never let go.... I have loved u since the day I met u but now my heart cries and u don’t hear it...


DA

I remembered when being in love, my entire life change..

I remembered when being in love, my entire life change... that person become everything for me... that person become my best friend, my truly soul-mate, my great partner, my amaizin lover... everything i do is for that person i love... my goal will become that person... no matter what, i will do everything to be with that person... i will risk everything for that person... being with that person i love is being in paradise... it’s like being surrounded by angels... when i see that person, I’ts like a light in the dark... when I am with that person, it’s like there is nothing in the world, except me and that person... just seeing that person’s face or just hearing that’s person voice make me feel better... i feel a sensation of happiness which travel within my body... just the touch of that person on my body, make a desire of making love with that person... it’s a fire which starts to light up in my body and that I will not extinguish, if i don't make love to that person... just listening to that person saying those three word,'i love you' make my heart beat faster, like it want to get out of my body... and also i won't be able to stop telling that person that my love that person... when I am not with that person, it’s like being an handicap... that person is my oxygen, it’s like i will not be able to live without that person... that only person become my drug as i won't be able to live without that person... when that person is sad, I am sad... when that person happy, i am also happy... I will not bear seeing that person hurt.. when that person is in pain, it’s like I am feeling that person’s pain... that person become my weakness and my strenght... my life depends on that person... my future depends on that person... my happiness depends on that person... my sadness depends on that person . its so beautiful when I am in love and when someone love me... and these words are not enough to describe my love.. now my life is change, I remembered when being in love …

DA

ur beautiful to me....

u make me smile like no one else can do, I just cant help it but smile when im with u... I treasure every moment every second u’re here. All I want to do is hold u when ur near, ur all I think about now every night and day. I miss u so much when your away... I love the nights that we are together with u in my arms I wish it wud go forever. To me u’re an angel form the havens above, ur beautiful eyes I cant help but love, ur beautiful and always will be. No matter what u say ur beautiful to me....


DA