[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: My Heart

Kamis, 23 September 2010

My Heart

i dont know whats happening, i cant stop thinking of u...Why do i feel this way
getting sadder day by day, i know my time is up but i still cant let go. the memories still make me smile and every thought i have is about the times we spent together... i just dont know how this happened so quick, how everything turned out so bad...u made me believe that u loved me but it turned out to be someone else...

Everything u said to me made me feel so special inside. I fell in love with u but cudn't explain why... we've been through so much together and i hope we last forever, ure exactly what i've waited for and i cudn't ask for more... i cud never find someone new... b'cos no one compares to u...

u promised me forever, i guess forever doesnt last that long... its just so hard to hold on when everythings goin wrong... never thought i'd miss u so much the sound of your voice, the feel of ur touch... im missing all this. I knew you wouldnt return the feelings...

Why did i stay, holding onto u? Then i remembered, I was holding onto the memories. The past, everything we had thats all i had left and now, I realize... that even though it was temporary, Our memories are forever. So im slowly climbing back up b'cos i know, u wont be there to catch me when i fall again. I think it was then I realized, I no longer had ur heart anymore...

At night im always crying cant seem to figure it out why u left me here alone on that very cold night, i know that what i did was wrong and how i treated u and the was mine acted but all those things dont matter b'cos i am still in love with u and i just dont know how to walk away....

I sit here begging for ur forgiveness but u just turn away. I know someday u'll forgive me and im sorry im this way... never meant to hurt u, im so sorry but i love u. i just wanna be happy again, i dont wanna cry so much like i have been. Praying this time the pain will end and a new life for me will finally begin...

if u only knew how much i loved u and seen how much i've cried then its ok for me to tell u... my sorry...

best
DA

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My Affection Notes

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my words are mine own to do with as i choose. However, if i've a hard time putting my thoughts & feelings down into words i can always seek ideas in how to express my self in it.Sharing poems about lost love can be healing as well as can possibly rekindle that lost love. With sharing poems to the love that was lost gives you the opportunity to express yourself and what that love meant to you. Often times in a relationship when love goes bad it is due to lack of communication.

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Sharing my notes cud re-open that communication line and give me a second chance at keeping it open. However, even if the notes do not rekindle those lost loving feelings it can give me some closure. i will feel better knowing that i tried. Notes are remarkable in how they can touch on so many emotions and be so reflective of how one might feel.