[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: Maybe u just don't get it ... (page 3)

Sabtu, 25 Desember 2010

Maybe u just don't get it ... (page 3)

Maybe u just don’t get it… ( Page 3 )

I love u utterly completely but if u cannot see my actions then for that I am sorry.. u may have no idea what I have done for u b’cos I do not like u to feel bad nor know the full extent of what I have done to make sure u were ok and try to make u happy.. cuz that is not what it is about.. I can’t stand us fighting even though we never really do and maybe we should have.. U've enough stress so thats the last thing I wish to be.. I really just want to know u.. learn and grow old with u.. I’m so sorry for all of the past. I wud like to start brand new.. concentrate on our friendship and maybe u will realize that I mean as much to u as u do to me...

If u think my actions do not show it.. how am i to know that u even care if we were to go there… for ur actions have never backed up what u have said… I know the truth of what my heart feels and how it will always be.. u can believe it or choose not to… its ur choice one i cannot make for u and u get to this point where u get scared and hurt me.. when i am not crazy u have talked about the future and us together.. but that is the past and maybe one day in the future .. for now its day by day… I don’t neglict u.. i try not to seem needy or bring more stress into ur life.. I do what I can but it never seems enough.. i am at loss for what I can do.. I’ve never stopped trying but I guess u are blind and cannot see…

All that really matters is u, If I really have been there more than anyone else and done all these things to help u.. why cant u just see love is the cause and the reason.. it helps u when u are miserable and yes sometimes it causes pain but only b’cos of all the confusion… or maybe i am deluded… my heart is locked and u alone hold the key… I don’t know what else to say.. so maybe I sud stop talking b’cos I dont think I’m getting through.. Our days are not numbered we will always be friends.. I love u .. on that I’ll defend and u can depend..

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My Affection Notes

Everyone has felt it at one time of their life, the loss of a love whether it be a family member friend or a relationship that parted ways leaving a broken heart behind to pick up the pieces and start over again. By writing, reading or sharing notes bout love can be a great way to start the healing process. Sometimes, after losing someone we care so much about, writing poems might be the only thing we can deem to muster.

Writing can be a great way for a person like me to have a voice to express my grief, anger, or sorrow over the lost love. Putting it into words regardless if any one reads it or not allows a person to release some of those emotions and begin to heal. i do not have to worry bout anyone knowing my secret desire to rekindle a lost love even if it was a relationship that had no future to begin with or if it was full of turmoil. In my notes bout lost love, adore of love, respect of love & proud being to love and to beloved.

my words are mine own to do with as i choose. However, if i've a hard time putting my thoughts & feelings down into words i can always seek ideas in how to express my self in it.Sharing poems about lost love can be healing as well as can possibly rekindle that lost love. With sharing poems to the love that was lost gives you the opportunity to express yourself and what that love meant to you. Often times in a relationship when love goes bad it is due to lack of communication.

Reading poems focused on lost love can be healing as well. It gives a person connection to others that are or have experienced the same emotions and pain. After reading poems having to do with lost love a person does not feel as alone as often is an emotion commonly felt after losing someone we love.

Although circumstances may not have been the same, the emotions that come with a lost love are. They are very similar to those experienced when you lose a loved one through death. In these poems, you can feel their anger, sadness, alone, frustrated and so many more emotions that are mixed it sometimes makes one wonder how and if they ever got passed the loss.

After reading other people’s poems regarding lost love i will begin to see that others too have really felt the exact same way, and in some even see their closure and how the moved forward. It will help me move forward and work through the pain. Not all notes in this mold end in emptiness, some can end incredible remarkable. That is what makes them so amazing.

Sharing my notes cud re-open that communication line and give me a second chance at keeping it open. However, even if the notes do not rekindle those lost loving feelings it can give me some closure. i will feel better knowing that i tried. Notes are remarkable in how they can touch on so many emotions and be so reflective of how one might feel.