These hands holding urs on our day are the hands of ur best friend, young and strong and full of love for u as u promise to love each other today, tomorrow, and forever...

These are the hands that will work along side urs, as together we build our future... u are my love... I know the joy that comes from feeling closer to someone than I've ever felt before...

These are the hands that will passionately love u and cherish u through the years and, with the slightest touch, will comfort u like no other... u are my love... I know the passion of wanting to share everything I have, everything I am with u and only u...

These are the hands that will hold u when fear or grief fills ur mind... u are my friend, my bigbrother,my soulmate, my partner and my lover... I'll always have someone to make me smile just when I need it most, and to encourage me when I'm feeling confused or doubtful...

These are the hands that will countless times wipe the tears from ur eyes, tears of sorrow and tears of joy... I know that I can count on u to hold my hand through the rough times and to be there to share the good times too...

These are the hands that will help u to hold ur family and my family as one and that will give u strength when u need it... I know that I must be one of the luckiest people in the world to have someone like u...

And lastly, these are the hands that, even when wrinkled and aged, will still be reaching out for urs...





DA

U gave me the strength to believe in myself, u gave me the power to love nothing else... I love u so much I wish u cud see, I love u so much u mean the world to me, I love you so much u don't understand...

my world falls in place when u hold my hand, my stomach turns when u hold me tight, I wish u cud hold me all day and night, my eyes fill with tears when u have to go,
I love u so much and I want u to know, my world feels so right with u by my side, I want u forever not for a day, I will love and respect u and Never go away...

I hate it when u look at me, cos there's a scared and lonely boy hiding u see, I can’t stand it when u look me in the eye, I get a lump in my throat and need to cry, I've loved u like a trully bestfriend and even a coolest big brother, a great soulmate, a best partner and an amaizin lover.

i love u
DA

the moment u hold my hand...

The moment u hold my hand.. was the best moment of my life.. i wish that it lasted forever.. i wish it never end.. but it did...

The moment u hold my hand.. i thought u do it truly.. i thought that u really love me and that we were gonna be together forever.. but it wasn't...

The moment u hold my hand.. i wished to die at that moment.. so i die happy.. but i didn't..

The moment u hold my hand.. i thought it was only u & me.. and that nobody will ever separate us.. but it wasn't that way..

The moment u hold my hand.. is the moment i will never forget.. nobody else has hold my hand the way you did.. i love u so much, that i wont ever stop holding it.. even if u do.. i wont...

That was the best moment of my life, i wish u hold it forever.. in my dreams u are..

when i see u, i feel like we are still holding hands.. I'm still waiting for the day u figure out, i love u... and that I'm still waiting for u and that ill do till the day i die.. i will die for u.. and i can swear u, that i love u more than u know.. i know I'm supposed to love someone else.. but i just cant be with him without thinking of u..


i love u..=) even though u don't..

DA

inside my heart...

since u came along in my life, my heart shines bright, all of the day and night... u hold my hand tight, even if u are not here. I have no reason to fear, b'coz u are not here, not by my sight but deep inside my heart and that's the love that cares...


DA

Remember....

I hope, one day, u will think back to these moments... when we held each other and laughed till we ached with joy and tears tickled our cheeks.

u won't remember, why?, but u will remember !...how we were so happy.

I want u to remember the way I smiled at u, like it was the first time, every chance I got and the way I kissed u, like it was the last time, every chance u gave. I want u to remember all the sweet words I said to u but even more... the way I said them...

I hope, one day, u will think back to these moments.... as we sit together in silent comfort admiring one another as we inhale...our bad habit. u won't remember how terrible it was, but u will remember how good it felt b'cos it was time spent together.

I want u to remember the way I touched ur face and the way u held mine.... I want you to remember how I whispered softly in ur ear, just to say, "hi"and the way it made u smile.

I want u to remember the way I looked at u, with big eyes and a bottomless heart...
always wondering if u knew how wonderful I think u are and though u didn't love me back, I want u to remember... how I love u insane... like it's never going to hurt.

DA

Morning Rain

Waking up early in the morning, the rain’s falling outside.
It wakes me up from my sleep.
Thunder rumbling outside my windows I remember of you.
I miss you so much from this deserted place.
So many nights without you, I miss your smile and miss your love.
The rain falls so slow but the thunder’s so loud.
There’s nothing sadder than to be here without you.
Nights and days I was beside you and now to live without you, I feel different, feel lonelier than ever.
Do you feel the same when you’re alone?
I don’t know if you even miss me or not.
It’s really hard to tell when I don’t know what you’re thinking.
We fought a lot but we also lost a lot of days and times together.
Morning rain, I always remember you when I hear it outside my windows.
This is the first raining day that I’ve miss your love.
We wasted one raining day, wasted one day of love, one day of tenderness together with each other....

Best
DA

Moments Of Mistakes

Moments of mistakes and everything was gone.
One moment of misleading love and love did go wrong and tears began to develop.
Love died, tears burned, heart began to break, and directions began to collapse.
We had our moments of love and joys and we had our moments of tears and pains, yet we overcame them all.
I thought we could love each other like we did day by day even though we fought.
We got mad at each other, we cried, we went through so many things together, I thought we could go on but I was wrong.
You decided to walk away in another direction.
You wanted to see me hurt painfully; you wanted to see me die slowly and heartbreakingly without you.
You knew I could never live without you with all the things, all the love that we both had together, yet you walked away.
There was nothing I could do or say to stop you from walking away from me.
Now tears are all that I can give you to send you away to your new life, to your newfound love.


DA

BELIEVE THAT I LOVE YOU, BELIEVE THAT I WANT YOU, BELIEVE WHAT I SAY IS TRUE

I will miss u In the time that I am gone, I will love u and it will go on... I will stay true to u b'cos that’s what I want to do, b'cos I believe there is no one else for me...

u are the one, with u I wanna be... I will tell u, just to make it sure, I love u and I want u every day more. The thing is that I didn’t had the change to tell u but If u believed me, u know loving u is what I do...

Strange it seemed that u had your doubts, u weren’t sure but the truth is, u opened my door... No one else got so deep in my heart like u. That’s why I know it’s love and it’s true...

I don’t know why I gave u the change to get into my heart... Cause I knew that u cud let me fall a part. I don’t trust people very fast but I trusted u from the beginning, so this must last. It’s strange for me to see how I knew I loved u from the very first day...

All dough I was afraid to say but now I think u already knew and believe me, my words are true. I want to scream it out every day, all day long Or even sing it in the most beautiful song, i still remember u alway sing a song "somewhere ou there"...

Now I notice u need to hear it too but afraid I am, screaming it u isn’t what I do
Cause when I say: I love u. u don’t say the words back to me. Scared of that I am afraid to hear. Our love won’t ever be and I understand why u act the way u do but u doubt my words all dough they were true and I know my trust in u hasn’t been very strong but thinking I meant nothing to u was also wrong...

after i was bad, it never was the same... I guess u knew that I wasn't the right man for u but im always trying do my best to fixed my fault. that’s okay but I do wanna love u in every way...

So words won’t be enough anymore, I really want u of that I am very sure b'cos of that I don’t understand that u don’t know. If I didn’t love u I had letting u go
but I am still standing here. All dough I fear... I hope u understand that saying how I feel makes me feel weak inside, Cause u make me lose my mind...

With u, my proud is still here and honesty is what u give. I hate to lose u, without u I can’t live... I can’t believe I am prepared to give it all up for u. If u ask me, I will do

I want u... I love u... I need u... I care for u...

and my words are true....

DA

u've touched my life

u've touched my life, through all the loving guidance that u've give me. u always have a lot to do but still find time to spare ur love & life with me. u do so many little things that make my life more worthwhile & had made me very proud to have u. through the memories we share. So whether we're near or far, in so many warm & special ways. I know ur love will always touch my life...I wish life's best for u...


love u
DA

im so sorry...

I never meant to hurt you
the way I know I have.
Your love means more to me
than anything and I'll do whatever it takes
to prove that to you.

Since the day I met you and
your love touched my heart
I knew that my life would never be the same.

Please forgive me for the pain I've caused.
I'll make it up to you every chance I get.
You have my heart and my love forever.


Love always,
DA

i am alone.....

u brought me hope, when I had none, I thought u were my destiny, I thought u were the one and I don’t understand why we cudn’t be... u seemed so perfect, u were everything to me... u gave me love, when I had little, I opened my heart to u, it was so brittle. Each day thats passed, I’ve shed a tear, I’m lost in love, without u here...

I’m sitting here alone realising ur gone, I know... I cant change things... I know I was wrong... They all say I don’t need u... They all say I’m better off... They don’t understand I love u...I miss u more than words can say, I think of u each single day... I’ll always love u till the end...

It’s u I love... Yet, u’re never there, I wish I cud see u but u don’t even care. I miss u tonight, I miss u today. Tell me u love me... Like u always used to say. When I heard that u ran off, I cudn’t believe my ears, I ran up to my cold room and let out my tears... u told me u loved me but now u ran away...

Yet I never said it enough, I regret what I did but I cant take it back... Wish I cud hold u. I want u back... I know u deserve better... I know I’m messed up but cant go on without u, I miss u so much...

Beh... I’m sorry, I know I said it before... I mean it more than ever, Knowing our loves now behind a closed door... I didn’t realise what I had... Till I lost u, My heart bleeds inside, I cant forget u...

Cant u find it in ur heart to forgive me, Love me once again... Tell me everythings alright, Tell me its not the end. Yet I know the end is now, I know u’ll never love me again... I’m sorry behh, That I was the one to let u down... u were my heart, u will forever be... Beautiful memories that will stay forever with me...


Just remember I’m here waiting, For when u’re back here with me... I’ll be waiting..



DA

What i love bout u.....

What I Love bout You...

The sparkle in ur eye, The warmth of ur skin... ur breath on my neck, That quivers within. The touch of ur hand, The smell of ur hair. The kindness in ur smile, That strength in ur stare... ur kiss on my lips, ur body near mine. The stroke of ur touch, That feeling inside... The sound of ur voice, Compassion in ur embrace. The serenity in ur stride, The power in ur face. The calming of ur presence, The beating of ur heart. The promise of tomorrow, That we may never part... The beauty of ur kiss and that magic in ur touch. It is for all these reasons and more, Why I love u so much...

DA

u leaned over and u kissed me...

i remembered when.....

u leaned over and u kissed me... I felt my knees go weak
u leaned over and u kissed me... I cudn't even speak
u leaned over and u kissed me... With a passion flowing free
u leaned over and u kissed me... Sparks flew that we cud see...
u leaned over and u kissed me... A touch so soft and tender
u leaned over and u kissed me... A kiss I wud remember
u leaned over and u kissed me... I'm sure I kissed u back
u leaned over and u kissed me... With the fire no kiss sud lack
u leaned over and u kissed me... u left me wanting more
u leaned over and u kissed me... My soul u did explore
u leaned over and u kissed me... My heart no longer full of pain
u leaned over and u kissed me... Darling, kiss me once again

DA

years ago....

years ago, I promised to have u and to hold u, to love and cherish u for better and for worse, in sickness and in health until death did us part. It is my great regret that I broke this promise that I have made at u and it saddens me that I have hurt u, the one that I love, the one true constant, the most beautiful thing that ever happened in my life. I am sorry to have caused u pain and I am grateful that despite all this, u have chosen to forgive me and to forget...

I love u, and only u. And before all those dear to us, I renew the vows I have spoken to u on our wedding day. I promise to love and cherish u and only u, for better or for worse, in sickness and in health, until death does us part....

DA

Let me live my fantasy...

My world is turned upside down, I don't know what to do... My head is spinning all around. I’m crazy over u... In all my life, I never thought that I’d feel this way
Honestly, just can't u see?.. u’re the only thing on my mind every single day. u know were meant to be... When I’m holding u so tight... I never want to let go. u’re the one shining so bright. I just thought u sud know If u don't love me... Please don't let me know... Let me live my fantasy...

i will love u forever...

I love u so deeply, I love u so much, I love the sound of ur voice and the way that we touch. I love ur warm smile and your kind thoughtful way, The joy that u bring to my life every day... I love u today as I have from the start and I'll love u forever with all of my heart...

DA

with u....

With u I've found a trully best friend, a great brother, an amaizin soulmate, a perfect partner, and a sweetest lover... anyone has ever known....... And I'm so grateful life led me to u. It's the many wonderful things u do each and every day.... it's how u care, it's how u feel, it's how u love. What u bring to my life is more than right, I humbly convey....... my gratitude and appreciation, b'cos u share my life. u add so much to my world. Knowing how lucky I am to be sharing life with u makes me love u even more... Most of all, I realize I only want to travel this road with u.



DA

feeling.....

Love is a feeling that tingles and jumps inside myheart... Sadness is a feeling that tears myheart apart. Happiness is a feeling of laughter smiles and joy... Madness is a burning of fire inside a heart. All corresponding and reacting as they are. Each with its own ability of making me be who i am...

DA

if i sud die before u tomorrow...

If I be the first of us to die tomorrow, I’ll spend 23 hours with u and if u wonder what bout the last hour In that I’ll find someone who can take care of u...

if i sud die before u tomorrow, and find that I'm not here, remember how much I love u and please don't shed ur tears. For my life on earth is over, My days have been fulfilled... I did what God intended, My rows have all been tilled...

If i sud die before u, I hope you’ll remember..The time we looked at each other at our favorite places and all the fun and laughter...Just think of me with smiles, Hold my memory in ur heart, For if u don't forget me... I've dreamed many dreams that never came true...If tomorrow starts without me and I'm not there to see, If the sun sud rise and find ur eyes All filled with tears for me... I wish so much u wouldn't cry. hold ur smile do not cry b'cos I will make sure u're ok... We'll never be apart...

If i sud die before u, Know that ‘I still love u’... While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much u love me As much as I love u, and each time that u think of me... I know u'll miss me too But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand... That an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand and said my place was ready In heaven far above... That this separation had to be and life will come a new... For all the loves I held so dear, I'll be there by ur side watching, standing over u... I'll always be ur guide...

If i sud die before u, ur tears will surely fall... If God spares me, what glee Time before the final call...And if one day u feel a sense a whisper in ur ear, Don't be alarmed, it's only me to let u know I'm near and if we never got to hug or say the word goodbye... I will never be hugged or kissed When I have gone to the heavens above... Please, don't have a broken soul and sit around and don't cry...

If i sud die before u, u are my faithful soul and im ur beloved mate.. u have been so faithful, So trusting and so true... Though there were times u did many things
for me.. u shouldn't do... i owe u Life, caring, Respect, intimacy, honour, pride, honesty and adorement... i think we're Soulmate, did we...?? Remember that I loved Allah SWT and made my peace within... I prayed for forgiveness... Allah SWT washed away my sins...

If i sud die before u, i will live here for u and u will live there for me... i must wait, where u can see me At Heaven’s gate, will do.... now Close ur eyes... Breathe. Listen for my footfall in ur heart... I am not gone but merely walk within u....So if I die tomorrow and the sun for u won't shine Just look up towards the heavens... I'm with the Great Divine...

if i sud die before u, I thought of all the yesterdays... The good ones and the bad,
The thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had... If I cud relive yesterday... Just even for a while, I'd say good-bye and kiss u and maybe see u smile but then I fully realized... That this cud never be, For emptiness and memories, Wud take the place of me and when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow...

if i sud die before u, I thought of u and when I did, My heart was filled with sorrow but when I walked through heaven's gates.. I felt so much at home when God looked down and smiled at me, i just want u to know... i love u always and forever. Love me forever, keep me in ur heart never let us fall apart b'cos one day u will be with me flying above the seven seas...For every time u think of me... I'm right here, in ur heart....

So if I sud die before u tomorrow, I die with peace... Knowing I gave my all to u, b'cos u are the greatest man I ever met in my life. All the goodness that I have... Tomorrow is my last day to live, My last thought, my last breath... Just think of all I cud give but tomorrow I'll be put to rest...

ur DA

If i have my one last try....

The things I've done, I can't explain... I know b'cos I know it hurts and causes much pains in u. I can't say... I didn't know what I was doing. I don't know what I was thinking or what I was proving. We had a special love but I threw it all away. I regret what I've done every second of the day of my life before i die. If I cud change the past believe me I wud... I wud take away all the pain inside of u, if only I cud... So, now, all I can ask for is one last try... I'll love u until the day I die...





DA

love is......

Love, I thought was meant to be... A word that makes me smile...
Love, I thought was meant to be... A feeling so worthwhile...
Love, I thought was meant to make me laugh Not make me cry...
Love, I thought was meant to say hello Not say goodbye...
Love is meant to leave me... Feeling happy every day...
Love is meant to guide me... So i never lose my way...
Love should be the dream From which i never want to wake...
Love should be the person Who i never will forsake...
Love should be the one i lean upon and my best friend...
Love should be the reason for beginning Not the end...
Love’s a word I used to say But now it’s in the past...
Love to me is just a feeling Never meant to last...
Love to me is just a word Reminding what I had...
Love is just a word that leaves me... Lost, alone and sad...
Love to me is make believe... A dream that can’t be real...
Love just leaves a bleeding heart... A wound i can't heal...
One day love is everything i ever dreamed wud be then suddenly it leaves me...

One Last Time...

I feel ur breath upon my cheek, ur heartbeat next to mine... Cradled in ur arms but know It’s just for one last time... I look into ur eyes, u smile... That smile just breaks my heart, Lying here so close, but know We’re really worlds apart... As I watch u sleep... A single tear falls from my eye, I know deep down ur leaving me
I know this is goodbye...

I close my eyes and silently, I pray to God above That I will wake from sleeping still beside this man I love... As I pray he looks at me and gently wipes my tears... He holds me in his arms, His whispers chase away my fears... He tells me that he loves me, How much to him I mean But suddenly I realize It’s really just a dream...

For when my eyes are open In the cold cruel light of day, I know my prayers weren’t answered. I know he’s gone away... What do I do now?, How am I supposed to feel?, How do I move on?, Do I bleed?, or do I heal?... Do I face the truth? Or do I live on lets pretend? But sadly deep inside I know... We've reached our journeys end...


DA

Since u left....

its been 8 months since u left these parts but never will u leave our hearts. I’m so sad to know u’re not here, For each memory of u I shed a tear. My life is troubled and I have struggled with woes, worries and stress, Without u it feels like a monumental mess...

There are some moments I’ll cherish forever and hope someday we will all be together.
This day is one where I will think of u only, Without u, I wud be so lonely...

Behh, I truly miss u, Its been a tough emotional year... I will always remember and never forget, I have no idea how many times I have wept. This is my farewell my year long goodbye... I’m of now Behh, thinking of u made me cry...

Love u behh.
DA

Dreams....

I was thinking of us last night and the times we shared… How good we were but now we are apart… Yet we still have our Dreams, For in our Dreams we are together, Holding hands on the beach, Talking all night under the silver moon, Kissing and holding each other tight dreams for no matter the distance or the obstacle I will always belong to u for we are meant for each other not only in reality, but also in our Dreams…


DA

Everything

The day we met, I had the oddest feeling… I didn't know what it was. So I just brushed it off After a while I found myself waiting. Waiting for that phone call every day… The one I always got from u. Every night I went to bed happy. Happy that I had talked to u… Every morning I wud wake up and think of u…

The day u asked me out… I was on cloud nine, I cudn't stop thinking of u, The time we spent together… I was always so happy, Then one day… It was gone…. Everything

The hand holding, The cuddling, The drives, The times we spent looking into each other's eyes. The long good byes… Everything just vanished…. Everything except one thing, The one thing that can't be taken from me. That's my love for u… It's here from now and forever….

DA

I know this Boy...

I know this Boy...


I know this Boy who has the brains, sensitive, average x-traodinary and the humor.
I know this Boy who has mentally strong, loyal, kind, caring, and often very generous.
I know this Boy who has flaws.
I know this Boy who never gives up, who begins to care way too much.
I know this Boy who is always tobe security minded, cautious and very patient.
I know this Boy who is professional, practical, disciplined and reserved.
I know this Boy who loves hard and is friendly to every living thing.
I know this Boy who wishes things wud change.
I know this Boy who is in pain.
I know this Boy who is tired of waiting.
I know this Boy who once in awhile breaks down.
I know this Boy who wud rather want love than to feel free.
I know this Boy who wants to feel safe and comfy with his love's life.
I know this Boy who feels as though the only love he'll have is the heart of family.
I know this Boy who needs more than just a smile or a hug.
I know this Boy who needs the kisses and the affection of a twine of hearts.
I know this Boy who wants things, but understands life can bring u down, smash ur hopes into the ground.
I know this Boy who is afraid that in the end he'll be alone.
I know this Boy who went through tough hardships throughout his life.
I know this Boy who wud go to hell and back again just to do a hell of a good deep for a friend, a lover, a relative, even a complete stranger.
I know this Boy who wud love to have love waiting for him at the end.
I know this Boy who wants someone to love him as much as he cud love someone else.
I know this Boy who just wants someone to give him…a chance.
I know this Boy who just wants someone to want to be near him.
I know this Boy who just wants the happiness he deserves.
I know this Boy, he's the one person who gets me
I know this Boy, b'cos that Boy is Me... BabyBoy.




BabyBoy

Broken Soul is a Pain...

by Whos's Daydo Andre II
on Saturday, October 2, 2010
at 10:04pm

I loved him with all my heart... Waiting a year for something to start…. When he where in the darkness, I was there to be his light… When he just needed someone to talk to I was his ears… Now it’s been a year… And he never allow me to entering his life… I tried to entering his heart everytime i cud, But when I showed him how lucky i am to have him in mylife and how proud i am b'cos i find my other soul who cud make me complete...and he's mine with all my heart…



In the middle of the night he tore it apart… his decision at that moment to leave me made me fall apart... im trying to make he realize how much i love him most but he never know what i have inside... he still want this break up with me and facing his life without me... when he's away, I began to fade... My soul feels me dieing, I start crying... I can feel my heart falling apart. I try to put the pieces back together but it wont stay like that forever... It starts to get dark Is this my Broken Soul.. It won't heal, it's not real, but it is and it's bleeding... The two pieces aren't meeting. It hurts so badly, it won't end, sadly... The stitches keep breaking, there's no sence in refixing as soon as I turn around it will be broken...



why is he always in my head.. i want him not to leave, i thought i cud show him much of love, cud i love him even for one day.. but i guess thats untrue, life got in the way distance took my place.. i cant understand how i can feel this way, i wonder every night cud there ever be place for me then i understand that this is not meant to be.. his touch makes me weak, his wispers make me shake, his kiss cud make me melt but there is no room for this in our different lives... im sorry i feel this way why does this hurt so bad...



Now that he's gone, i dont know what to do... i thought seeing him from far away was enough... Now I realize that i need him close, i need to see him, i need to feel his touch, his breath..



He once told me he loved me… he once said he cared… What happened to what we shared? I let it slip through my fingers… No matter how hard I tried… Our love just seemed to have died. A black eye... a broken arm… Or even a leg… Not one made me cry…. But a Broken Soul is a pain not even a god can stand…



I wish i cud tell u how much i still love him, but he's gone...

DA