[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: Maybe u just don’t get it… ( Page 1 )

Sabtu, 25 Desember 2010

Maybe u just don’t get it… ( Page 1 )

by Whos's Daydo Andre II on Sunday, December 26, 2010 at 1:53am

Why confuse me.. when all I want is u.. Why tell me to move on when i really want u to stay… u leave me from ur life.. Unless that is what makes u happy.. I love u unconditionally and my actions have spoke louder than my words.. U simply refuse to see it.. I am ur friend will always be ur friend and I love u whether u want it or not.. I will never again let that be a burden or mess up the friendship we have.. U are far too important to me and I hope one day maybe things will change and u will decide u need me as more than ur friend.. ur partner in life.. I only ever wanted what was best even though at times ur emotions put us apart..

U're my world even when it’s not fair… I give u my all and seemingly u take me for granted.. U want everything and yet I give u nothing.. I wanted commitement and u cud give it.. How can’t I give something to u.. u say u do want it too… U constantly confuse me and mentally abuse me… I know u love me.. God help me, I love u too.. I love u like no other.. nor will I ever again.. ur it thats the end.. Sure I cud find someone else so I did not always feel so alone.. but they cud never be u… I wud never feel like I am home.. I try to do what u want and in the end it leaves me crying.. This love hurts thats true but its not all on u.. it is on me.. It causes misery only when u let it.. u refuse to keep hurting us both.. cause quite simply I’m not ready.. I stand firm that fate will one day we will cross that path again till then I’m working on me..

I wish, I cud get through to u.. Never ever have I left u.. U always leave me. Even when i hurt u.. u cud always depend on me.. I don’t understand why u always give up and that is the deepest cut of all.. U give up without even trying when all I do is try. Have u no understanding… U are the only one for me… I don’t know how much more I can do to show u.. So from now on I will let everything speak for itself.. I want to be what u need not a burden to ur health… I do want us to be together.. more than anything u seem to know.. but i can’t let any of this show how can I when everytime I do.. u go…

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My Affection Notes

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