[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: Maybe u just don't get it ... (page 4)

Sabtu, 25 Desember 2010

Maybe u just don't get it ... (page 4)

IF u want something more than what u told me.. why not just say it.. If u want me one day when ur ready.. I’ll always be there and that is why I can date but it will never mean a thing.. honestly, i wud rather be alone then to not be with u… and if I’m not with u .. i can forget many things but i wont go into all of that… All I can say is ur words only cause me confusion.. ur actions I never know what to think… For now I just want to be friends.. so we can let the past go.. get to know each other and then fromt there as u have said who knows and I want the pain to stop for so many reasons but I’ve shown u love why can’t u ever see the good only to focus on the bad...

U are amazing person and always will be… I’ve faith that u will one day grow into all that I know u can be… Friendship was built to last especially ours and that is why i know that if we ever give ourselves a chance in the future it wud last but for now we each need to focus on growing and fixing our lives… I hope and pray, one day u will realize how much I really do love u b’cos right now I dont think u do and maybe u never have.. We both have our insecurities and I’m working on mine but when the time comes we’ve to be more open to discussion. i pray u will want it as much as i do...

For now, friendship will be our glue… without any expectations of the other.. a simple door remaining open sud u one day choose to walk through… u are my other half whether its as a friend or the other. We need each other but i agree the stress for us both has built up walls.. one day i know they will fall but for now we’ve to simply forget bout the past so we can live day by day and one day in the future as u have said.. who knows, but i know damn well i am worth it… whether u ever admit that to me or not and whether u see it through my actions or not.. u will and always have been worth it to me...

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My Affection Notes

Everyone has felt it at one time of their life, the loss of a love whether it be a family member friend or a relationship that parted ways leaving a broken heart behind to pick up the pieces and start over again. By writing, reading or sharing notes bout love can be a great way to start the healing process. Sometimes, after losing someone we care so much about, writing poems might be the only thing we can deem to muster.

Writing can be a great way for a person like me to have a voice to express my grief, anger, or sorrow over the lost love. Putting it into words regardless if any one reads it or not allows a person to release some of those emotions and begin to heal. i do not have to worry bout anyone knowing my secret desire to rekindle a lost love even if it was a relationship that had no future to begin with or if it was full of turmoil. In my notes bout lost love, adore of love, respect of love & proud being to love and to beloved.

my words are mine own to do with as i choose. However, if i've a hard time putting my thoughts & feelings down into words i can always seek ideas in how to express my self in it.Sharing poems about lost love can be healing as well as can possibly rekindle that lost love. With sharing poems to the love that was lost gives you the opportunity to express yourself and what that love meant to you. Often times in a relationship when love goes bad it is due to lack of communication.

Reading poems focused on lost love can be healing as well. It gives a person connection to others that are or have experienced the same emotions and pain. After reading poems having to do with lost love a person does not feel as alone as often is an emotion commonly felt after losing someone we love.

Although circumstances may not have been the same, the emotions that come with a lost love are. They are very similar to those experienced when you lose a loved one through death. In these poems, you can feel their anger, sadness, alone, frustrated and so many more emotions that are mixed it sometimes makes one wonder how and if they ever got passed the loss.

After reading other people’s poems regarding lost love i will begin to see that others too have really felt the exact same way, and in some even see their closure and how the moved forward. It will help me move forward and work through the pain. Not all notes in this mold end in emptiness, some can end incredible remarkable. That is what makes them so amazing.

Sharing my notes cud re-open that communication line and give me a second chance at keeping it open. However, even if the notes do not rekindle those lost loving feelings it can give me some closure. i will feel better knowing that i tried. Notes are remarkable in how they can touch on so many emotions and be so reflective of how one might feel.