[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: Memories are Left ...

Jumat, 24 September 2010

Memories are Left ...

I want to be with u but u’re millions of miles away, I wish u wud call just to ask bout my day. It would make things so much better if I cud hear ur voice, I guess I can’t complain too much, it just wasn’t ur choice... u were always there for me through both the good times and the bad... U were always there to laugh with me, or to help me when I’m sad. It’s not that I pity u but I’ll admit ur life’s been tough, I just wish that physically, I cud be there when things get rough. Down at the mall even though we only had a cup coffee,
Laughing at anything and everything, yet none of it was funny...

Driving around Jakarta or other city, or cuddling and doing things silly all day, We never really ran out of things to say. u’re locked up only a few hours away now, but it seems so far... I wish, I cud be down there, where u are. Why do two best friends u’ll ever know. Have to be split up, b'cos one is forced to go? Now that we’re so far apart, I still love u even more... Maybe we both love too much. Each time they say ur name, A tear forms in my eye, How can I be happy, If all I seem to do is cry?... u weren’t supposed to leave me...

u have such a deep understanding of who I am, I hardly have to speak any words and u know just what I am saying... I really miss u and I want to be sure that u know that no matter where I go whom I meet or what I do... I'll never find as deep a Very Bestfriend, a trully brother, a great soulmate, a sweet partner and a n amaizin lover with anyone as I have with u. I don't like missing u, It is a very cold and lonely feeling... I wish that I cud be with u right now. where the warmth of our love wud melt in me but since I can't be with u right now, I will have to be content just dreaming bout when we'll be together again...

Though u are not here, wherever I go or whatever I do... I see ur face in my mind
and I miss you so, I miss telling u everything... I miss showing u things... I miss our eyes. This has to be a dream. I cant accept ur absence and take goodbye for what it means. u left me lost and broken, I still can’t find my way. Months have passed real slowly, but it’s harder every day. I will never forget u, Though we are far apart, I miss u so much and love u with all my heart....

DA

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My Affection Notes

Everyone has felt it at one time of their life, the loss of a love whether it be a family member friend or a relationship that parted ways leaving a broken heart behind to pick up the pieces and start over again. By writing, reading or sharing notes bout love can be a great way to start the healing process. Sometimes, after losing someone we care so much about, writing poems might be the only thing we can deem to muster.

Writing can be a great way for a person like me to have a voice to express my grief, anger, or sorrow over the lost love. Putting it into words regardless if any one reads it or not allows a person to release some of those emotions and begin to heal. i do not have to worry bout anyone knowing my secret desire to rekindle a lost love even if it was a relationship that had no future to begin with or if it was full of turmoil. In my notes bout lost love, adore of love, respect of love & proud being to love and to beloved.

my words are mine own to do with as i choose. However, if i've a hard time putting my thoughts & feelings down into words i can always seek ideas in how to express my self in it.Sharing poems about lost love can be healing as well as can possibly rekindle that lost love. With sharing poems to the love that was lost gives you the opportunity to express yourself and what that love meant to you. Often times in a relationship when love goes bad it is due to lack of communication.

Reading poems focused on lost love can be healing as well. It gives a person connection to others that are or have experienced the same emotions and pain. After reading poems having to do with lost love a person does not feel as alone as often is an emotion commonly felt after losing someone we love.

Although circumstances may not have been the same, the emotions that come with a lost love are. They are very similar to those experienced when you lose a loved one through death. In these poems, you can feel their anger, sadness, alone, frustrated and so many more emotions that are mixed it sometimes makes one wonder how and if they ever got passed the loss.

After reading other people’s poems regarding lost love i will begin to see that others too have really felt the exact same way, and in some even see their closure and how the moved forward. It will help me move forward and work through the pain. Not all notes in this mold end in emptiness, some can end incredible remarkable. That is what makes them so amazing.

Sharing my notes cud re-open that communication line and give me a second chance at keeping it open. However, even if the notes do not rekindle those lost loving feelings it can give me some closure. i will feel better knowing that i tried. Notes are remarkable in how they can touch on so many emotions and be so reflective of how one might feel.