[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: Broken Soul is a Pain...

Sabtu, 02 Oktober 2010

Broken Soul is a Pain...

by Whos's Daydo Andre II
on Saturday, October 2, 2010
at 10:04pm

I loved him with all my heart... Waiting a year for something to start…. When he where in the darkness, I was there to be his light… When he just needed someone to talk to I was his ears… Now it’s been a year… And he never allow me to entering his life… I tried to entering his heart everytime i cud, But when I showed him how lucky i am to have him in mylife and how proud i am b'cos i find my other soul who cud make me complete...and he's mine with all my heart…

In the middle of the night he tore it apart… his decision at that moment to leave me made me fall apart... im trying to make he realize how much i love him most but he never know what i have inside... he still want this break up with me and facing his life without me... when he's away, I began to fade... My soul feels me dieing, I start crying... I can feel my heart falling apart. I try to put the pieces back together but it wont stay like that forever... It starts to get dark Is this my Broken Soul.. It won't heal, it's not real, but it is and it's bleeding... The two pieces aren't meeting. It hurts so badly, it won't end, sadly... The stitches keep breaking, there's no sence in refixing as soon as I turn around it will be broken...

why is he always in my head.. i want him not to leave, i thought i cud show him much of love, cud i love him even for one day.. but i guess thats untrue, life got in the way distance took my place.. i cant understand how i can feel this way, i wonder every night cud there ever be place for me then i understand that this is not meant to be.. his touch makes me weak, his wispers make me shake, his kiss cud make me melt but there is no room for this in our different lives... im sorry i feel this way why does this hurt so bad...

Now that he's gone, i dont know what to do... i thought seeing him from far away was enough... Now I realize that i need him close, i need to see him, i need to feel his touch, his breath..

He once told me he loved me… he once said he cared… What happened to what we shared? I let it slip through my fingers… No matter how hard I tried… Our love just seemed to have died. A black eye... a broken arm… Or even a leg… Not one made me cry…. But a Broken Soul is a pain not even a god can stand…

I wish i cud tell u how much i still love him, but he's gone...

DA

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