[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: Maybe u just don't get it ... (page 2

Sabtu, 25 Desember 2010

Maybe u just don't get it ... (page 2

Yes I say alot of words and the ones from the bottom of my heart I mean them. Despite how hard this all is.. I’m still here and I don’t leave… Do u know I’ve never fought this hard or this much to keep anyone in my life?... U are worth it even if u do not see it.. Stress is the only real burden I have… I don’t just want u but I need u. Maybe one day u will realize its a fact.. I need u in my life and I’m willing to pay whatever the cost.. If there was something I cud do to prove it.. just tell me, It wont be a loss..

I do back up my words till u tell me they have no meaning or that its not what u want… if u are not clear.. how do i know what to do.. when everything I do seems so wrong.. I’ve tried to move on but it simply does not work but i continue to try at ur request.. I don’t want to move on but i will move forward with my life that’s what u want from me.. I pray one day u will realize i love u best when u see it not as misery but something to cling onto. U’ve no idea what goes on in my head.. at times i wish u knew..

U complete me and I like to think I complete u but there is so much u are unwilling to let me do.. U are scared of our commitment and i cannot get into ur head. I dont want to leave u.. u will never lose my friendship but whose to say one day a relationship wud not work between us b’cos u’ve not ever been ready so u have never really tried… Well for ur sake and mine.. u will let the distance come between us.. so we may learn each other and grow.. I pray u will stop trying to leave me b’cos I simply can’t take that blow.. I just want to be what u need not a burden.. I wish u cud see me for what I really am...

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My Affection Notes

Everyone has felt it at one time of their life, the loss of a love whether it be a family member friend or a relationship that parted ways leaving a broken heart behind to pick up the pieces and start over again. By writing, reading or sharing notes bout love can be a great way to start the healing process. Sometimes, after losing someone we care so much about, writing poems might be the only thing we can deem to muster.

Writing can be a great way for a person like me to have a voice to express my grief, anger, or sorrow over the lost love. Putting it into words regardless if any one reads it or not allows a person to release some of those emotions and begin to heal. i do not have to worry bout anyone knowing my secret desire to rekindle a lost love even if it was a relationship that had no future to begin with or if it was full of turmoil. In my notes bout lost love, adore of love, respect of love & proud being to love and to beloved.

my words are mine own to do with as i choose. However, if i've a hard time putting my thoughts & feelings down into words i can always seek ideas in how to express my self in it.Sharing poems about lost love can be healing as well as can possibly rekindle that lost love. With sharing poems to the love that was lost gives you the opportunity to express yourself and what that love meant to you. Often times in a relationship when love goes bad it is due to lack of communication.

Reading poems focused on lost love can be healing as well. It gives a person connection to others that are or have experienced the same emotions and pain. After reading poems having to do with lost love a person does not feel as alone as often is an emotion commonly felt after losing someone we love.

Although circumstances may not have been the same, the emotions that come with a lost love are. They are very similar to those experienced when you lose a loved one through death. In these poems, you can feel their anger, sadness, alone, frustrated and so many more emotions that are mixed it sometimes makes one wonder how and if they ever got passed the loss.

After reading other people’s poems regarding lost love i will begin to see that others too have really felt the exact same way, and in some even see their closure and how the moved forward. It will help me move forward and work through the pain. Not all notes in this mold end in emptiness, some can end incredible remarkable. That is what makes them so amazing.

Sharing my notes cud re-open that communication line and give me a second chance at keeping it open. However, even if the notes do not rekindle those lost loving feelings it can give me some closure. i will feel better knowing that i tried. Notes are remarkable in how they can touch on so many emotions and be so reflective of how one might feel.