[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: i am alone.....

Selasa, 19 Oktober 2010

i am alone.....

u brought me hope, when I had none, I thought u were my destiny, I thought u were the one and I don’t understand why we cudn’t be... u seemed so perfect, u were everything to me... u gave me love, when I had little, I opened my heart to u, it was so brittle. Each day thats passed, I’ve shed a tear, I’m lost in love, without u here...

I’m sitting here alone realising ur gone, I know... I cant change things... I know I was wrong... They all say I don’t need u... They all say I’m better off... They don’t understand I love u...I miss u more than words can say, I think of u each single day... I’ll always love u till the end...

It’s u I love... Yet, u’re never there, I wish I cud see u but u don’t even care. I miss u tonight, I miss u today. Tell me u love me... Like u always used to say. When I heard that u ran off, I cudn’t believe my ears, I ran up to my cold room and let out my tears... u told me u loved me but now u ran away...

Yet I never said it enough, I regret what I did but I cant take it back... Wish I cud hold u. I want u back... I know u deserve better... I know I’m messed up but cant go on without u, I miss u so much...

Beh... I’m sorry, I know I said it before... I mean it more than ever, Knowing our loves now behind a closed door... I didn’t realise what I had... Till I lost u, My heart bleeds inside, I cant forget u...

Cant u find it in ur heart to forgive me, Love me once again... Tell me everythings alright, Tell me its not the end. Yet I know the end is now, I know u’ll never love me again... I’m sorry behh, That I was the one to let u down... u were my heart, u will forever be... Beautiful memories that will stay forever with me...

Just remember I’m here waiting, For when u’re back here with me... I’ll be waiting..

DA

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My Affection Notes

Everyone has felt it at one time of their life, the loss of a love whether it be a family member friend or a relationship that parted ways leaving a broken heart behind to pick up the pieces and start over again. By writing, reading or sharing notes bout love can be a great way to start the healing process. Sometimes, after losing someone we care so much about, writing poems might be the only thing we can deem to muster.

Writing can be a great way for a person like me to have a voice to express my grief, anger, or sorrow over the lost love. Putting it into words regardless if any one reads it or not allows a person to release some of those emotions and begin to heal. i do not have to worry bout anyone knowing my secret desire to rekindle a lost love even if it was a relationship that had no future to begin with or if it was full of turmoil. In my notes bout lost love, adore of love, respect of love & proud being to love and to beloved.

my words are mine own to do with as i choose. However, if i've a hard time putting my thoughts & feelings down into words i can always seek ideas in how to express my self in it.Sharing poems about lost love can be healing as well as can possibly rekindle that lost love. With sharing poems to the love that was lost gives you the opportunity to express yourself and what that love meant to you. Often times in a relationship when love goes bad it is due to lack of communication.

Reading poems focused on lost love can be healing as well. It gives a person connection to others that are or have experienced the same emotions and pain. After reading poems having to do with lost love a person does not feel as alone as often is an emotion commonly felt after losing someone we love.

Although circumstances may not have been the same, the emotions that come with a lost love are. They are very similar to those experienced when you lose a loved one through death. In these poems, you can feel their anger, sadness, alone, frustrated and so many more emotions that are mixed it sometimes makes one wonder how and if they ever got passed the loss.

After reading other people’s poems regarding lost love i will begin to see that others too have really felt the exact same way, and in some even see their closure and how the moved forward. It will help me move forward and work through the pain. Not all notes in this mold end in emptiness, some can end incredible remarkable. That is what makes them so amazing.

Sharing my notes cud re-open that communication line and give me a second chance at keeping it open. However, even if the notes do not rekindle those lost loving feelings it can give me some closure. i will feel better knowing that i tried. Notes are remarkable in how they can touch on so many emotions and be so reflective of how one might feel.