‘THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME’....

Once I wished upon a shooting star, to get a charming person, to take good care of me... so my wish was granted, I was full of happiness, my favourite person sud not be told to anyone as he’s my secret admirer, sometimes fights and scoldings are uncountable but there are reasons for them, my sincerity and beliefs towards him are higher than the stars in sky, my favourite person always stays in my heart permanently and I will always thank him saying ‘THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME’....

It’s not hard to find the words, there are lots that come to mind. To show appreciation for someone being kind. So for all the special things u do, the niceness that u share, a big thank you from the heart for all the ways u care...

Thank you for being there, through every laugh, through every tear... u helped me not to be scared, bout the things that I feared. u are an important person in my life, u’ve helped me deal with my strife. From time to time u always listened and when u did so ur eyes always glistened... u never put me down and u always knew how to turn my frown upsidedown. Thank u for being there for me and letting me be who I want to be...

Thank you for everything. Those words just cannot convey the depth of gratitude of all my loving thoughts. I offer these common words and say thank you once again. I trust you will know how much I am glad to be ur trully bestfriend, a great brother, a sweet partner, a perfect soulmate and an amaizin lover in the whole wide world...

‘THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME’....
DA

I quit....Yes , I quit from everything but I cant quit from loving u…

I quit....Yes , I quit from everything but I cant quit from loving u…
by Whos's Daydo Andre II

on Monday, November 29, 2010
at 11:42pm

u said u don’t love me than what was that when u mostly say me “” I Love You “. Who am I…?... Where am I…?... No ones knows…!!!... Why I made my life in this way…?...

If u don’t love me than how come u dream about me …?... If u don’t want me to be ur partner than how come I am ur “Ur Partner” …?... If u don’t accept in front of others that u love me than how come u said u love me …?... If u don’t care about me than how come u are worried bout my life…?... If u don’t love me than what all that was ???... If u don’t love me than how come u said me to express my heart feelings to u… If all this means just to end up than why u so eager to know what I feel towards u…

Is all that was just a game for u .,.???... Is all that ‘cos I love u even after knowing all truth about u..


Why it happens that people start giving excuses.. Why aren’t u knw before coming into someone’s life… Why aren’t u know ur responsibilties before making someone to love u madly… Why aren’t any one knows it hurts like hell… Why aren’t u know if still I love u , it s not a game…


Stop Playing with my heart… my feelings and I always want u to be happy better again for ur happiness… I quit, Yes , I quit from everything but I cant quit from loving u…


One day u may cry for me and One day u may realized u punished me more than that I deserve, when I am already dying every minute, when I am already living with guilt… u will miss me but now I quit end of my Love… No more Love even I know Love is not meant for me ...


Still…I Love u...

DA

I want you to love me like you did before you knew me...

I want someone to know me, maybe tell me who I am. I want you to love me like you did before you knew me. I've been all alone and my faith has turned to stone but there is something in you that I believe in. Everything is fine, but I'm lonely all the time, all I want to do is be there for you and the things you're going through. I look and see right into your soul.

That's why I love you because I know you. I want you know I am always here to show you who you are or who I am. You want to know how deeply my soul goes?... It goes deeper than bones. I may live in numbness now, in the background. As the world spins out of control, I'm here not knowing and moving oh so slowly.

I've never been so alone, yet I've never been so alive. The vision of you is mysterious and surrounds my every being. "Don't let it bring you down, it will all come around"... I try so hard to listen, but I don't hear a word that is spoken. As time moves on, hearts get betrayed and promises get broken. With my head in my hands and my heart on the line, I cry "All I wanted was someone to love me, and see the real me".. My aching heart is bleeding for you to see that.

So, these are the dreams I will dream instead here in my head with the words that are never said. I'll sit alone with the barren tears I shed and try to catch myself before I fall, when I fall. For you I'd bleed myself dry, it's true, I'd do it all for you but all I ask is for you to love me for who I am and all else will fall into place... I want you to love me like you did before you knew me.

'Cause you've brought me too far....

I don't need a lot of things, I can get by with nothing. Of all the blessings life can bring, I've always needed something but I've got all I want, When it comes to loving you. You're my only reason, You're my only truth.

I need you like water, Like breath, like rain. I need you like mercy from heaven's gate. There's a freedom in your arms that carries me through. I need you

You're the hope that moves me to courage again. You're the love that rescues me.. When the cold winds rage and it's so amazing... 'Cause that's just how you are and I can't turn back now, 'Cause you've brought me too far.

A love that hurts...

I'm here slowly walking, In the street of loneliness. Remembering our time together
Until the day u made u wave goodbye to me.. It really hurts very deep inside. My heart was sliced into pieces... Thrown into the deepest part of the ocean and eaten by these large creatures...

I tried to forget u but I cudn't until now. I love u, that's the reason why Mylove for u will never die. Now u made ur wave goodbye to me. I am happy for u.. B'cos ur wish comes true.. Here we are split apart but not our Heart. Thank you for sharing me urlove, Even if it is not forever...

DA

Why do i still love u....

Everything so silent… I cant hear a voice, So many feelings. I don’t have a choice. Crying so softly. So I cant be heard. Everything so confusing, Every little word. So many nights... Where I cant sleep, Dreaming of how much... u mean to me, Asking myself, Is this how I feel... Closing my eyes, Thinking is this how I feel...

Wishing and praying, Wanting to know... After all I’ve been through, Why I care for u... Why cant I let go?, Eyes filled with tears like ocean. Heart filled with fears of loosing u. Mind so confused...

Why do I still love u?... I cant feel this way, u told me to say goodbye to me.. it's Killing me with guilty... Yet I need u to stay... I feel useless, cant satisfy u but i know one thing that... I cant say goodbye to u, Never Ever... So please... Dont make u say goodbye to me. So please... dont ask me why do I still love u? b'cos i dont know myself Why Do I Still Love u?????...


DA

To melt ur heart...

What is Life Without u? u made me cry... B'cos we are apart. u left me in tears but u never exit my heart.. It wasn't ur fault, I guess it was mine.. For love can't be forced, neither our mind and can’t be forced to be forget...

They sud know it by now.... I've tried more than once, to get over u.. Like They want me to be but you make it so hard, with cute things u do.. and u did

I thought love was a good feeling but I've got nothing to gain. Just sorrows and tears and more and more pain.. The day the pain started, reality came too. It was the day I realized ... What is Life without u?... Why can’t they see this too… What is my life without u? …


DA

Wudn't bring u back...

Million words wouldn't bring u back. I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears... I know because I've cried!...

DA

Thankfull

I am thankful each and every day for the things u do. The times u spend listening when I need u to. I'm thankful each and every time for the warm embraces that show u care. The gentle kisses that say "I love u." The gestures that say I am a special person in ur life. Not only do I love u but u're my best friend... (BabyBoy)

DA

Special....

I'd like to take this time to say just how u make me feel. ur'smile brightens my darkest day & makes our friendship real. Every time u hold my hand, I feel butterflies take flight and I find myself missing u each time.. u're out of sight. Each morning when I awake, u're the first thing on mymind & I'll protect the special bond we share b'cos true love is hard to find. u're someone very special & this I know is true. I'm happier than I've ever been and I owe that all to u...

DA

Soulmate

I'm going to try to speak the words that myheart wants u to know, I want u to see what u mean to me & why I love u so. Nobody else can know my thoughts & touch mysoul like u can. No one can melt myheart like u do, so simply by holding myhand. With a loving glance or a tender kiss, u make mycares disappear. Warm thoughts of u surround me & always keep u near. I need nothing more from u than this, to know that u'll always be mine and the promise of urlove in my life, until the end of time...


DA

each day....

With the start of each new day, I find myself thinking of u... In the middle of my busy day, my mind wanders and I think of u... Out of nowhere I see ur smile, hear ur laugh and I think of u... Life is beautiful now b'cos I fall in love.. all over again each time I think of u...

DA

I wish u a very Happy Birthday...I love you...

u are the reason I am... How do I begin to tell u how lucky I am to have u in my life? I'll start by saying what an honor it is for me to be ur lover. u're my best friend in the good times and my rock in times of sorrow. u're the reason for sweet yesterdays and my promise for tomorrow. I never thought I cud feel this loved until I became ur lover. u made this year and every year the best one of my life.

u are the reason, I smile. u make me believe, in me. I wish to have u as my trully bestfriend, my great partner, my sweet soulmate and my amaizin lover, every time I re-birth, I love u. And with all of my emotions, I wish u a super happy Birthday. With u, am always at peace. u are my angel, my soul and the ultimate heavenly gift to me. My respect for u is no different than ur love for me, without boundaries. u are my crowning support and the best thing that I own. u care, love and teach. u are protective and supportive...

u make me a proud person. May u continue to live a joyful life for all the years to come.... I might not know the pains u went through to make me what i am but what I know is that i love u. May God bless u with love, care and warmth. May ur sweet blessings stay with me forever. I wish u a very Happy Birthday...I love you...


Happy Birthday
DA

i need to know

u know that I love u… no matter the hurtful things u do or say.. There are times when u make promises that are too easily not kept.. I didn’t think it was so demanding.. I keep my promises unless there is a inescapable reason.. so thats it is why it is hard for me to be understanding.. I know not everyone has values like me..
But am I really asking that much?. It is hard to believe what people say when they do not ever keep the promises they make..

I understand that life throws us curves and not all promises can always be kept.. but dont I at least deserve to be told a reason.. not just shoved aside.. I love u unconditionally no matter the promises u break.. I never required that u love me in return.. However u have told me u feel the same.. My actions, my words.. the way that I let u affect me.. show it.. Even people who never met me.. have no choice but to know it.. I know ur life is hard and I can never possibly know everything that u go through.. Fears that I have arfe related to actions and reactions we tend to have towards each other.. Yes, I worry about u and stay up late at night wondering if ur out somewhere dying..

Do u realize the pain..? I have gone through and still go through every day to where at times I cannot keep myself from crying.. u are not around so maybe it is hard to comprehend because u do not see the tears that I shed or that I have a hard time trying to eat or sleep.. Hell even to take care of myself.. Not many things hold enjoyment and I spend most of my time on deployment to find something to just help me deal..

If I were to go by the way I've been treated.. Pushed away and discarded when times got harder.. I think of u constantly and in ur heart u know it.. So why at the end of the day do I wonder if ur love is true.. why do u have such a hard time to just show it.. u rarely call not even to just say hello.. When u need me I have always tried to be there even though I dont always have material things to share.. u will never know how much I have truly given just to show you that I cared.. There have been times u ..

I have needed, felt alone, uncared for, and mistreated.. I rare shared things that were stressing me out in my own life all the troubles I was going through.. I never wanted u to feel guilty or burden u with more when u had too much on ur plate already.. At times the struggles I was going through may have made my feelings less true even though they were not.. I know u have ur doubts about us and I would be lying if I said I did not. I have my reasons and I know they are valid… The only thing I am left wondering is just what urs are.. I share my doubts and feelings so that together we can try and sort it out.. Many times after sharing I have been left feeling that I sud have just shut u out..

Whenever I dare to talk about emotions and how I feel inside.. Nine out of ten u become upset again..and silently push me away… To say I understand wouldnt be true when I have no idea what to say or do.. I try many tactics to figure and sort our problems out… Whenever I try … and end up left failing.. I always wonder.. why.. Now I know that we have to work together as a whole if we ever want this to be forever...

I start thinking.. always thinking… Sometimes too much thinking is never good.. because the truth gets mixed up in scenarios that play in ones head.. there is no real truth without the other person being involved in ur internal discussion..
Logically if I were to step outside of my emotions and take a good look at everything that has transpired and what is going on now.. It wud force my love blinded eyes to see that only words ever give hint of ur intention but I wud be remiss if I somewhow failed to mention that ur actions and reactions ever support ur claims…

Now can u see why it is extremely hard to believe that u feel it… If I were to go by appearances and the way things seem the way ur so loved logic would.. Seemingly the only time you need me (its rare if at all u seem to want me) is when u are down and out, in trouble, or just feeling lonely… u do not treat me as if an equal someone u want by your side… in fact if u have not noticed u treat me quite bad instead of the people in ur life who actually deserve it...

Can u yet see why I am scared to believe that u really mean all that u say..? Do u how hard it is to keep up faith when there is so little to go on.. You have me feeling that I am forever dealing with a dream u will never allow to come true..
I wonder at times if happiness scares u.. since every time we are close.. u run away.. Cant u see my heart is steady…

Is it too much to ask that u try and not live in the past and give me something more to go on? I want a future with u in my life.. to be together to learn, grow and heal each other. My heart keeps of the fight its so much stronger than I ever dreamed.. (maybe its only because it is you) and refuses to ever give up. no matter the logic, what people say, or how things seem. I am fighting a war but I need you to let me know I am not fighting a losing battle.. one that I can never win.. Is it too much to mention I need to know ur intentions.. to feel that u are not just spitting game.. I know about ur past with women just a bit..

I try to think beyond my own insecurities and confidences but its hard.. Sometimes I wonder if I am just naive.. or believe too much in u… I want you to continue being the biggest part of me.. Is it so much to ask for a little sign.. every now and then of affection? Yes, I want u and ur love it never mattered what u have done, how u look, the way u dress, or bout sex. Is it so selfish of me to need to see that I am not all alone in this love..?

I know right now ur circumstances are quite hard and every day is a battle u go through to simply survive.. If u were not so stubborn and set in ur ways.. We cud make this dream come true if it is indeed shared.. I wud fight beside u.. share ur battle.. be there to pick u up when u are down..I cud teach alot to u and I know u have alot to teach me… We cud be like to halves made whole.. I know this may not be the town u have always dreamed of it does not have to be our permanent place..

Its a simple beginning until we are capable of living somewhere u find more desirable.. for me it does not matter where I am for my home will always be u..
Unfortunately as always it will come down to what u want more.. You know I will wait but can you blame and forgive me if I ask can you tell me.. that I have a reason to stat and wait?.. You know that I love you.. and by now you know I always hav and I hope you know I always will. But pardon me if I ask .. If u want this to be real what keeps holding u back?.. Make me understand ur reasons because right now I only have conclusions..

One is that u are scared it is real and u will somehow lose this so instead of trying before even starting u give up.. Two.. u are afraid of change and just not sure how to make it happen.. needing to realize the world u once lived in is no longer for u… Three. this is the one I refuse to believe with every breath I take .. no matter how things may seem to be..

logically if actions and appearances were factored.. u no longer want to change the u and me to us.. u no longer want me beside u to love you and help u be strong.. If what u have said were to be believed then maybe my looks dont appeal to you.. Looks can change and they will as time moves on.. but the person I am inside that I know u do at least care for will not ever change who I am.. the only traits that i want to change are the negative ones that hold me back and make me unhappy..

I had hoped by now the fact that I am here will have gotten rid of any doubts or fears u may have had about me permantly leaving and causing u too much pain.. I want and need to know the same because u have left me quite uncertain.. u wonder why I always think that u are going to break my heart? Do u think I am still in love with another and hold him instead of u in my heart?..

Well let me reassure u… I may have loved before but the way I feel for u I have only ever read about and seen in movies.. it makes the way I felt about my ex seem like a schoolboy crush and only about lust.. With u I just want to be around… I would never have gone through the hell and hardships and when we broke off when I healed I never looked back.. with u every time we are apart the place where my heart used to be constantly hurts.. my breathing gets caught as I cry of thoughts and memories of u I hold in my head..

I want to learn and know all about u but u have to open up.. I know when it is all said and done.. u will have a few walls to conquer.. I do not want to put them up intentionally but im just letting you know they might be there and I pray u care enough to tear them down.. if they are there i want u to know it was to protect.. not only me but us.. If I continue on the path im on feeling every emotion.. every bit of pain.. then eventually no matter how much I love u and want to be there.. i might come to dislike u.. and that is something I never want to do..

I want us to make a life together.. to share all the difficulties life throws our way… to share what we have learned, learn together and grow… To share everything.. the laughter.. the joy.. the hardships.. the pain.. fears and yes.. even the pain..
u do not ever have to be alone.. it has always been your choice to make.. I told u the only way I wud ever truly leave u was if u asked me to do it.. well now after this last time I have to say u will have to look in my eyes so i know u mean it….

I want us to be happy and if it is ur wish .. i believe with all my heart we wud be happy together.. though we have only had a few days to spend physically in each others physical presence … I believe that u enjoyed almost every minute I was there.. I think too you struggled with urself and I did too to not show me how much u really care.. We have had the best of times.. laughter, smiles, joy.. happiness and love… we have shared some of the hard times too.. we have both gone through hell, lived with pain, seperation has always been hard, tears, fears, frustration and quite a bit of anger too..

All that I hope is past and we can live on in the future to have more good times but even when it is bad I want to share those too.. I love u and u know it is true.. I know u may not be ready to receive it.. All I ask is that u do not let fear hold u back… and not take the chance u have been given..

I know we cud be happy together since the day I first met u I felt that connection… even if the distance made it seem improbable it wud ever come true… Since it has.. and then it was taken back.. I want u back.. I dont think u have a clue of all I feel and all I have felt.. how much if u wud let me.. I want to spend every day .. every moment telling you and expressing to you how much I love you… how much you mean to me.. and how much u complete me.. by just being u…

So that is why I ask… and u do not have to answer right away.. just when u do be sure of your answer.. so I will ask “u know how I feel and u know it is real.. I doubt u are happy where u are… so what are u (or if u so desire…. us) going to do.” Are u going to just sit there and take it.. thinking u deserve the life that u got? Or are u going to realize its not always about what u deserve when it comes to the negative things.. dont punish urself..

when so many others in ur life will do it for u… not trying to affect ur decision but I want to mention make the choice with ur heart and what u know will make u happy and be the best for you in the long run… so now I ask what are you going to do? When u find the answer no matter what it might be whether I want to hear it or not.. give me a call and let me know.. I will be glad to hear ur voice no matter what...

DA

Love

"Love" is
a beautiful word,That ties two people in one thread...

"Love" needs
commitment and is full of sentiments...

"Love" means
standing by each others side and making ur loved one smile...

Love
DA

A beautiful to say thanks to the person whom i love...

by Whos's Daydo Andre II on Thursday,
November 25, 2010 at 2:39pm


I was so alone, u came into my life and gave me a smile. I never shared my feelings with anyone, But u gave me reason to share them with u... I never cared so much for anyone, But u gave me reason to care for u. I never loved anyone so much, But u gave me reason to love u, ur love is an unconditional one, With no twists and turns. It hurts, when I am not able to talk to u, It hurts, when I am not able to share my feelings with u, It hurts, when I am not able to see u but, u are in my heart, Feeling u inside me is my art, I just need to close my eyes for the conversation to start... u changed my perception of life, And changed my life from dull to bright. Thank u for the love u give me, Thank u for the care, the love, the intimacy, the respect, the honesty, the open minded and the loyalty u show me... Thank u for all those beautiful moments that u gave me, Thank u for everything....I love u and I miss u, I care for u and need yu.

My Feeling...!!!

Empty... That's how I feel without u.... Every day that we're apart Feels like an eternity. U move me... Make me feel things I thought, I wud never feel again. When I am with u, I feel a warmth wash over me. A warmth unlike any I have felt before. It picks me up and carries me to a far off place, A beautiful place... A place where nothing is known but love and caring. My worries fade to a distant memory and all but u is forgotten, If only for the moment...

u are from heaven! u are most beautiful, I ever seen. u are the one, Motivate me to do anything. u are my hope, My energy, and give me direction. I love u too much, so that, I have something for tomorrow...



My heart is overflowing with joy and love, The joy that u bring to me and the love that I feel for u. Never have I come across anyone like u... Sweet, warm, tender, caring... I become overwhelmed in ur presence, lost... Lost to my imagination, to the thought of u. I'm lost in a wonderful dream, and I never want to wake up... I try to find u in everything. I like to feel I am following u. I don’t know, ever I followed u really.... Oo, my dreams u are my real love.



u... u are too good to be true... My knight in shining armor. The man I've been searching for... The man of my dreams. And now I have u, Yet I cannot have u... To see u wud be heavenly, To touch u, divine. I want to share my life with u... u are my waking thought and the last thing on my mind as I drift off to sleep at night. u fill my dreams with visions of happiness and love, Visions that linger on and carry me through my day.



There is a longing in my heart That someday we will become a reality. I want u with every fiber of my being. I need u as I need water, or food, or air. I miss u every second of every day and for everything that u are to me, Everything that u will ever be, I love u... 



DA

I remember.....goodbye

I remember the day when i saw ur face... i remember the first word u would say... i remembered every minute that seemed like an hour... i remembered when our days wud somehow go sour, i felt like u were with me even when u werent now that ur gone the only thing i feel is hurt... one day i hope u will come back to me but someday i hope u will see... im the only one for u and ur the only one for me... i remember ur last words and the last breath u wud take and if i cud go back saying goodbye wud be my biggest mistake...


Love
DA

if i will be forgiven

Please listen to me I'm just a sinner, I'm just a human who needs to be forgiven... Give me a chance to change and recover For all the things bad and wrong it is a sin.. if u can forgive me from the bottom of ur heart, im sorry if i ever cause u harm for it wasnt my attention to hurt u like that... i have the wills, faith that one day we will be together like we used to be..



Forgiving is a divine thing and I hope u do Conscience attack me and I'm feeling blue... Whenever I think all the things I've done, I was about to sink and outbalance in see-saw... I'm sorry for what I sudn't have done, Extremely sorry for everything I had, Now please tell me what I sud do, To make u feel better, shed off ur sad...



Giving me a chance will ease my mind and nothing can bother my heart again, believe what I say... it's what I'm trying to find The key of this all is... I will be forgiven. i will be fighting, fighting, and fighting till i win u back, im no one without u all i ask is for u to give me a chance... any problem u face well work it together and ill be waiting for ur respond in our special place we build... i dont care if it takes a life time but ill be waiting for i know that u are my BigBoy that completes my heart...



Tell me what I sudn't do, Please forgive me for what I had, Don't wanna hurt u again, Just let me know if I'm too bad. Thinking of u is not an easy task It makes me ruin every time inside of me, Makes me sad trying to get this masks but it will not if u'll not listen to me...



Please say u'll forgive me but I will wait if I must... But I will convince u, I can rebuild ur trust... For I really have changed. This shook me up too! Now I stand in the knowledge, Of how much I love u!... I don't care even if I have to die but just because of me, I'll never make u wanna cry. Trust me, for every word I say is true, Just tell me and I'll do whatever I have to.... Let me make it clear now...



But forgive me please, don't be sad, don't be mad...



Please....



DA

1000 times

a 1000 times I can ask for ur forgiveness...
a 1000 times u'll say no...
a 1000 times I'll remember how great u are...
a 1000 times u remember how awful I was to u...
a 1000 times my opportunuity was missed..
only the memories of an incredible life together..
a 1000 times I'll wish for that again...
a 1000 times I beg for forgiveness...


(babyboy)