[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: u are still the voice inside my heart...

Minggu, 18 Juli 2010

u are still the voice inside my heart...

Thursday at 9:42pm | Edit Note | Delete

Hey,

what's up? I was thinking bout u today, but u didn't stop by, or call, or e-mail me... I was thinking bout u today, but u probably don't care and it made me want to cry b'cos I know I can't have u..ever..
This is kind of hard for me to say, but i must do what I think is best...for my peace of mind but mostly for my heart. I still like u alot and u know that...I close my eyes and i think of u theres nothing more that i can do...i see ur face i see ur smile, i keep on asking myself why...

If I cud say "I love u" again.... I sud say it many times for u but, I don't want u to know cos something bothered in my heart the feeling of fear & shyness that controls my heart to share my feelings that hiding inside my heart...now u're gone who knows where and im left standing here...

I love u and I hate u.... I hate that we don't work together. I hate that in the end we only break each other. Love isn't supposed to hurt, but this did. I think bout u constantly and the times when it was almost right. But there is still just so much wrong. Maybe it's not our time, maybe we're simply too much alike to make this work...

I want u to know u saved me...In so many ways, u made me believe that I am someone amazing and that I will eventually get all this right. And I want u to know that no matter what happens u'll be there when I do get it right....ur the voice inside my heart, u will always be so deep inside my heart...I don't know when I will see u again but ur with me....ur forever be....

when i remember everything we've done all i can do is smile....i know u think of me cos i think of u always....im not afraid to tell u i still love u, im just not good at relationships.... i know i will regret this but i still have a love for u...I will always hold u inside my heart I'll be waiting...Whenever we're apart
I think of u and listen to the voice inside my heart still stay with me, whisper in my ear... u and I will always be together Forever...

i pray to God to open ur heart to see the secret feeling that hiding inside my heart...I wish..u were here right now..b'cos I need u more then ever...

I love u..
DA

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