[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: A Letter to my deepest Heart

Minggu, 18 Juli 2010

A Letter to my deepest Heart

A letter to my deepest Heart.....

Thursday at 10:03pm

Dear Heart...

We’ve been through a lot, u and I. Almost 31 years of choices, experiences, wisdom, failure, and dreams...u’ve been beating every day, every second, and carrying my wishes throughout every beat. u’ve been strong, u’ve let me down, and u have hurt.... I’ve hurt u. I know I have... u’ve hurt me too. Neither of us is blameless...

I thought I knew everything about u the first time I fell in love. It was hard, this love thing. Hard work indeed. The fragility of human life resulted in ur first break, the promises that I made within u are not ever going to be fulfilled. You split that day. A part of u died and will always be gone, but that doesn’t make u any less. It just makes u real...

u showed me someone else though, heart. u gave me love in a way that I never expected to love in with complete abandonment. With joyful noise and implicit faith, I love with everything...

This past week, my heart, u and I realized something new. We learned that u can break still, that you can fall apart and I can fall apart with u. We learned that sometimes there is no room for pride, not when u understand the consequences of what cud happen, not when u see what there is to lose. We learned that there are measures u’re willing to go through for love, and that there are measures we’re both willing to go through in order to save what is so precious to us both. That when silly, light-headed romantic love fades what lies beneath is something infinitely more strong, more wonderful, and more real than u ever whispered to me in the dark when we were young...

This past week, my heart, we went out on a limb and we dropped all pretense and together we made it work. It was hard exercise but we are better for it. We’re both bruised. We’re all bruised. But life is decidedly different now, now that we have seen what could happen, now that we have seen what cud be. We’d both started taking things for granted. We’d both started to think that the two of us were invincible, when the truth is, we’re not. We’re strong, we can get through anything, but it doesn’t mean we don’t come through the other side that much more diminished, that much more raw...

Thank u, heart, for being something that guides me and is there for me, a constant companion through the pain and the joy, through the mistakes and successes.... Everything is beautiful and new when I have you in it...

Love,
DA

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My Affection Notes

Everyone has felt it at one time of their life, the loss of a love whether it be a family member friend or a relationship that parted ways leaving a broken heart behind to pick up the pieces and start over again. By writing, reading or sharing notes bout love can be a great way to start the healing process. Sometimes, after losing someone we care so much about, writing poems might be the only thing we can deem to muster.

Writing can be a great way for a person like me to have a voice to express my grief, anger, or sorrow over the lost love. Putting it into words regardless if any one reads it or not allows a person to release some of those emotions and begin to heal. i do not have to worry bout anyone knowing my secret desire to rekindle a lost love even if it was a relationship that had no future to begin with or if it was full of turmoil. In my notes bout lost love, adore of love, respect of love & proud being to love and to beloved.

my words are mine own to do with as i choose. However, if i've a hard time putting my thoughts & feelings down into words i can always seek ideas in how to express my self in it.Sharing poems about lost love can be healing as well as can possibly rekindle that lost love. With sharing poems to the love that was lost gives you the opportunity to express yourself and what that love meant to you. Often times in a relationship when love goes bad it is due to lack of communication.

Reading poems focused on lost love can be healing as well. It gives a person connection to others that are or have experienced the same emotions and pain. After reading poems having to do with lost love a person does not feel as alone as often is an emotion commonly felt after losing someone we love.

Although circumstances may not have been the same, the emotions that come with a lost love are. They are very similar to those experienced when you lose a loved one through death. In these poems, you can feel their anger, sadness, alone, frustrated and so many more emotions that are mixed it sometimes makes one wonder how and if they ever got passed the loss.

After reading other people’s poems regarding lost love i will begin to see that others too have really felt the exact same way, and in some even see their closure and how the moved forward. It will help me move forward and work through the pain. Not all notes in this mold end in emptiness, some can end incredible remarkable. That is what makes them so amazing.

Sharing my notes cud re-open that communication line and give me a second chance at keeping it open. However, even if the notes do not rekindle those lost loving feelings it can give me some closure. i will feel better knowing that i tried. Notes are remarkable in how they can touch on so many emotions and be so reflective of how one might feel.