There are many wishes from me to u.....

Today at 12:56am
I'm sitting here, Trying to find the right words, to write but, between being too tired, and over-thinking tonight... The words just aren't flowing, as much as I'd like. I've tried to find the perfect line just for u... Try as I might but none of the words I want to use, just seem right... All I wanted to do is write the perfect line for some reason, I have know idea where this is goin'....

laugh all day, cry all night, always saying nothings wrong... everythings alright, never wanting to admit
how u really feel inside, b'cos all i really want to do is run away and hide...i wish, just wish that... maybe, just maybe i cud lose myself in a world that wasn’t my own, a world where only u and I exist... night and day wud become one in the same, every problem in the world wud melt away...

All i can do is wishing.... There are many wishes from me to u....

I wish I knew what u were thinking... I wish I cud read ur mind... I wish that we were together now...
I wish I cud call u mine... I wish I cud make u understand... I wish I cud make u see... I wish that I cud be with u now... I wish I cud lay my head on your chest... I wish that u were here with me...

I wish I cud tell u how I feel... I wish I cud tell u I love u... I wish u wud look me back in the eyes... I wish u wud say "I love u, too"... I wish I didnt have to only dream of u... I wish I cud be with u all the time... I wish I cud stay in ur arms forever... I wish I cud say all the things on my mind...

I wish I cud hold u, as u fall asleep and be the one to kiss u good night... I wish that I cud look into ur eyes, and see ur smile shining bright... I wish that u were mine to hug, and to whisper in ur ear... I wish that I culd look u in the face and say ‘I love u’ and know those words u hear... I wish that I cud be with u and that I cud be ur true love, u're my dear sweet angel, for it’s like u come from up above, u're heart is so caring, ur soul is forever true, u make me blush uncontrollably and it’s b'cos I love u...

I wish I had opened up to u, told u about the little things bothering me... I wish u wud listen to me as I spoke with insecurity, say a magical word... I wish I cud take u as a friend again... I wish u wud understand- that little comfort made all the difference...

I wish I had spent more time listening to u excitedly go about the soccer results... I wish I had gone on more drives or fishing with u... I wish I cud learn as much as possible those minute things u were eager to give me as a gift... I wish we talked about our interests... I wish we valued each moment we had together...

I wish I had known earlier what u meant to me friend... I wish I was grateful for that smile shining through my cloudy day... I wish I hadn't forgotten to thank u for accompanying me when I was scared to walk alone... I wish I had multiplied ur goodness and not the mistakes... I wish u said the exact words at the desired moments...

I wish u knew the depths of my heart... I wish I had forgiven urs for my mistakes... I wish I had told u how much I loved u... I wish I culd make it up to every soul I met... I wish I cud amend those mistakes I made mostly unknowingly... I wish I encouraged a person to go on... I wish I spoke a sweet word ever so often and made someone's day...

I wish u had time to hear im cry... I wish i had time to hear u laugh... I wish u had time to watch what im goin' to do in my room to see me become ur own person... I wish i had time to comfort u when u were sad And time to share ur joy, When u were happy... I wish i had time to show u what i can do in this life ... I wish i had time to protect u...

I wish I spared another smile at u... I wish I spent more time with u and my family... I wish I realized the meaning of Relationship... I wish I removed that stone or every hurdle on other's way... I wish I listened to the birds singing and admired the waves splashing... I wish I remembered to thank God more often... I wish I cud turn back time...

When life ends, so do our dreams, feelings and existence. Prevent urself from wishing the wrong thing at the wrong time. Live in the present and wish for the best now... u will be in my thought forever...
I wish i had a lifetime...!

I wish to show u... How much I love u....