[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: do u hear me when im crying....

Kamis, 08 Juli 2010

do u hear me when im crying....

Sunday, June 13, 2010 at 5:49pm

I feel intimidated sometimes by this feeling, But as I said "This is how I feel " The pain in me is very real and I lose control, my thought go wild... The nights have been so cold and lonely...Yesterday I cried a silent tear for fear of losing u, Sometimes when I'm alone I Cry...I Cry because my heart is torn and I find it difficult to carry on...The tears I cry are bitter and warm..I don’t condemn myself for weakness, I don’t feel ashamed or guilty if im crying...I let myself cry...Every tear is dear to me, Because it speaks about the pain I am feeling...I let myself to experience the pain... Today I cried a silent tear because u left my heart behind...God save me from this misery..the sleepless nights the pain of my broken heart of my lost soul, I dont know what to do anymore... God must be wondering what is going on with me, Man like me was not made to always be strong... I'm sad and depressed...I'm weak... I'm bad... My love was real...I wud never ever to hurt u anymore.. I wud never have made u cry the way u made me cry.. I wud never have made u cry as many times u made me... I cry almost every night now...I wish I had saved all those tears that u made me cry..so I can drown u in them..Tears fall down my face, they keep flowing one by one, the pain begins to show, please tell me what i've done...the sad and angry part of me, wants to just let go, i want to be completely free, of all this pain... I wish so many things and my biggest wish is u...I wish all these things...The only wish I want to come true is u.. It's very dissapointing me...I know I can't have u anymore..But I wish I had u...I have had u in the past..u said to me that u will be there on that day but when that day came then u were not there for me So much love showered and so many promises were made but nothing worked on my way because u had gone...My love, I am crying for u because my love turned blue..I Am Crying...I feel hurt, so hurt at the moment.. I'm crying myself to sleep tonight, because I can't stop thinking of u...when im Looking at ur photos and wish u were here with me, Crying for ur endless love which become the end of story...I will not see u again but ur memories will stay forever...ur love has a hold on me is magically beyond imagination that brings me the most precious gift of love, I always think of u day and night and can not be forgotten ur sight that gives me pride When my soul rapture as u embrace me... I love u so much...I'm sorry for those tears I cried, I can't help but wonder why.. The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.Then to stop and see what makes one cry, so painful,and sad....And sometimes...I Cry and no one cares about why...For a man like me do cry when i can see my loss of immorality...And tears will come in endless streams..When mindless fate destroys my dreams... I am crying, yes I am crying...Like a little boy cries. Since the search is of hope...Hope is something, which is nowhere to be found...i hate to cry...but i did it for u...now my heart fighting against a raw pain for the lost of my love... One day I cud make u Happy ! u are always in my heart and soul... Do u hear me when I’m crying...? Love, DA

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My Affection Notes

Everyone has felt it at one time of their life, the loss of a love whether it be a family member friend or a relationship that parted ways leaving a broken heart behind to pick up the pieces and start over again. By writing, reading or sharing notes bout love can be a great way to start the healing process. Sometimes, after losing someone we care so much about, writing poems might be the only thing we can deem to muster.

Writing can be a great way for a person like me to have a voice to express my grief, anger, or sorrow over the lost love. Putting it into words regardless if any one reads it or not allows a person to release some of those emotions and begin to heal. i do not have to worry bout anyone knowing my secret desire to rekindle a lost love even if it was a relationship that had no future to begin with or if it was full of turmoil. In my notes bout lost love, adore of love, respect of love & proud being to love and to beloved.

my words are mine own to do with as i choose. However, if i've a hard time putting my thoughts & feelings down into words i can always seek ideas in how to express my self in it.Sharing poems about lost love can be healing as well as can possibly rekindle that lost love. With sharing poems to the love that was lost gives you the opportunity to express yourself and what that love meant to you. Often times in a relationship when love goes bad it is due to lack of communication.

Reading poems focused on lost love can be healing as well. It gives a person connection to others that are or have experienced the same emotions and pain. After reading poems having to do with lost love a person does not feel as alone as often is an emotion commonly felt after losing someone we love.

Although circumstances may not have been the same, the emotions that come with a lost love are. They are very similar to those experienced when you lose a loved one through death. In these poems, you can feel their anger, sadness, alone, frustrated and so many more emotions that are mixed it sometimes makes one wonder how and if they ever got passed the loss.

After reading other people’s poems regarding lost love i will begin to see that others too have really felt the exact same way, and in some even see their closure and how the moved forward. It will help me move forward and work through the pain. Not all notes in this mold end in emptiness, some can end incredible remarkable. That is what makes them so amazing.

Sharing my notes cud re-open that communication line and give me a second chance at keeping it open. However, even if the notes do not rekindle those lost loving feelings it can give me some closure. i will feel better knowing that i tried. Notes are remarkable in how they can touch on so many emotions and be so reflective of how one might feel.