[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: if u only knew....

Minggu, 18 Juli 2010

if u only knew....

Today at 1:37am

hello....

The moon is shining high and the stars are burning bright and I'm staring at them wondering what u're doing tonight out there...i dont know, why I need u desperately. I only feel complete when we're together...i think this is silly... but this is the feeling i have inside...

If only u knew, how my heart overflows with love for u. If only u could see the way u fill my hopes and dreams. u're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme even in the dark of night, I've only to think bout u to feel ur loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only u knew...

I'm sorry for what I said for the angry words we exchanged. I never meant to hurt u or make you feel estranged...

If only u cud guess how I hear ur voice when others speak for u hold the key to my happiness, and it's always u my soul seeks... If only u cud feel, how ur very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. u've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and u've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve...If only u knew.

If only u cud realize the way u've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for ur sake. I'm willing to give u my all and expect nothing in return but, oh how I yearn for u...if only u knew...

Right now there's so much pain weighing in my heart that I don't know how to begin or where I sud start... And though all I'm feeling is so difficult to express, I believe we can make it, put this grief behind us...I only know that my love for u remains strong, and I want to be with u..my whole life long.

for u to know... u're with me always.. My mind finds u again and again and always returns to ur picture. I hold ur image dear. Each night, I lay awake for long hours, replaying every word u said...I wish I cud go to u, wish I cud hold u and touch ur beautiful soul the way that u've touched mine...I will say that I'll always be here to love and protect u and I'll always strive to make each day better than the day before. All that I am is urs...I pray that u've given me ur heart, not just a little bit... but all the way.

all i can say Thank u for turning an ordinary life into a fairy tale...for turning faint hope into a dream come true....Thank u for giving me a sample of the bliss that awaits in heaven and for turning a smile
into a sanctuary where I can always take comfort...Thank u for being more than a amaizin' lover...for being my very best friend...for being my superb brother...for being great partner...So please tell me how I can ease ur pain and mend ur broken heart so that we can try again....

If u care to answer, I'll be right here, patiently waiting with a heart that holds u dear...

peace
DA

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My Affection Notes

Everyone has felt it at one time of their life, the loss of a love whether it be a family member friend or a relationship that parted ways leaving a broken heart behind to pick up the pieces and start over again. By writing, reading or sharing notes bout love can be a great way to start the healing process. Sometimes, after losing someone we care so much about, writing poems might be the only thing we can deem to muster.

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my words are mine own to do with as i choose. However, if i've a hard time putting my thoughts & feelings down into words i can always seek ideas in how to express my self in it.Sharing poems about lost love can be healing as well as can possibly rekindle that lost love. With sharing poems to the love that was lost gives you the opportunity to express yourself and what that love meant to you. Often times in a relationship when love goes bad it is due to lack of communication.

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After reading other people’s poems regarding lost love i will begin to see that others too have really felt the exact same way, and in some even see their closure and how the moved forward. It will help me move forward and work through the pain. Not all notes in this mold end in emptiness, some can end incredible remarkable. That is what makes them so amazing.

Sharing my notes cud re-open that communication line and give me a second chance at keeping it open. However, even if the notes do not rekindle those lost loving feelings it can give me some closure. i will feel better knowing that i tried. Notes are remarkable in how they can touch on so many emotions and be so reflective of how one might feel.