There is no “I fucked up. I’m sorry... I love you” bullshit...

There is no “I fucked up. I’m sorry... I love you” bullshit. by Whos's Daydo Andre II on Thursday, April 5, 2012 at 12:14am · I know I fucked up... I know I made a huge mistake. I was a big enough person to admit that... I apologized. I promised u that things wud get better.... The problem is, only one of us wants to fix things. Only one of us has the strength, the want, and the desire to be together like we said we would. It’s not fair that u’re doing this. It’s not fair that u’re putting me through this. It’s not fair that I changed my whole life plan, and sat around waiting for a year for u to come back home, just so that u cud tell me u’re done 2 years into being home. It’s complete bullshit... I hate myself for ever caring about u. I hate myself for loving u the way I do... u’re so easy minded about everything, while I beat myself up for everything, my fault or not. I can’t take the constant turmoil anymore. I can’t take u going back... I need stability. I need love. I need intimacy. I needed u and I end up with nothing... u’ve made ur decision, and that’s it. There’s no turning back. u wanted to be without me, and that’s exactly what u’re gonna do. There is no “I fucked up. I’m sorry... I love you” bullshit. I bought that too many times. I’m going to move on with my life. WIthout u.... DA