Although u're gone, u still feel so close

The memories of u are engraved within my heart, Nothing in this world cud ever tear us apart b'cos u’re not here, Some think that u’re gone but I tell them better Let’s say u just moved on. I try to stay positive to keep u watching over me, Some think it’s crazy but I know u’ve got to be. I remembered how we were pretty close, I hope I can say u were so beautiful... I’ll never forget those days.... U were such a fun person and ur personality was great. All the guys loved u most. I know how u were and how u were so shy but I wish u told me one thing.... I wish u wud have said goodbye... I spend most of my time thinking of u and reminiscing of the things we said we’d do. What I wudn’t give to be in ur place, I’d give the whole world... Just to see ur face. Some say I’m going crazy or maybe insane but they don’t understand this heartbreaking pain... u were my drug, my source to get high but I really do wish u wud have said goodbye.... I’ve been thinking of the days when we used to sit together. I now cherish those moments... I also hope u remember. U’re always in my head and I can’t get u out, I get so mad at times. That I just want to shout. I feel as if pieces are missing like a book with no end. Too late to tell u how I feel..... Now and forever, only a friend... My old memories of u fly by me fast and everything I remember of u is now in the past. All the sweet thoughts of u brings a tear to my eye. I miss u so much, I hope heavens good to u and I hope u get ur Wings and maybe when I get there u can show me all the beautiful things. I really don’t want to say it but please wait for me knowing ur up there. I really can’t wait to be... That day when angels came down was a sad day of grief. When I first found out I stood in disbelief.... Although u’re gone, u still feel so close. Maybe it’s the thought of missing u the most... DA