[ Just writing that puts a smile on my face ]: only a Man like u can make a Man like me cry silently....

Rabu, 25 Agustus 2010

only a Man like u can make a Man like me cry silently....

by Whos's Daydo Andre II on Wednesday, August 25, 2010 at 11:12pm

I crawl into bed where u used to sleep and I rest my head on the pillow where urs used to be.. I close my eyes and imagine u there Lying next to me... It doesn’t take long For the memories to come back to me and I cry, though I try not to but it’s u that I need no space or time will change this simple truth... So, I cry... No one knows the emotions that fill my heart. No body cud possibly understand!... I wudnt know where to start. B'cos when im all alone, I enter my own circle... u’re the reason why I cry the way I'm feeling... It's quite hard to describe, I feel so alone and lost in this unbearable life... too many twisted emotions. When i cry... I cry for those that ive lost and can not let go for those that have died and for those that still live...

Wish there was something I cud do to completely erase all these thoughts. How long must I feel this pain... Sometimes I cry, late at night when I’m all alone, no one to hold me tight wondering what is my purpose, by and by and if it makes much difference whether I live or die?.. I cry not b'cos the love is gone, but I cry b'cos our love for u is so strong... I cry not for u, but I cry for us. I cry not b'cos u are gone from us, but b'cos u left us behind.... I cry b'cos I don't know the beauty and love that u feel and see. I cry not b'cos I think u're sad, but b'cos we both are sad... As I struggle along, doing this all alone takes its toll on my very being to those who may be weaker, this life isn’t worth the fight as for me, I still stand strong so this is why... If u cud see me now, u wud see my silent tears... concealed behind my fears. Yes I know it’s hard to believe, That a man like me... still needs a man like u, to do all the silly things that u used to do. I heard quite often “men don’t cry” Though no one ever told me why, So when I fell and skinned a knee... No one came to comfort me...

I cry for all of those who loved u so dearly, I cry not for where u are, but for where we are even though we are not in the same direction anymore. Every tear drop that falls are tears of joy and of gladness that u were such a wonderful part of my live. I cry b'cos i am not with u to experience the beauty and splendor of a place so wonderful and simply perfect.... I've cryed so many tears... I cry for u in the dark. I cry for u my other half... I still hold ur love extra tight. To keep it safe throughout the night... I hate when I cry, I hate when I'm scared.... My life is going by, I can't feel anything, anywhere.... I'm sad and depressed, I'm weak an abused... I'm told... I'm bad....I just don't know what to do....

The pain I have suffered throughout my life keeps playing through my mind, the stress and strife. Why is this emptiness constantly eating at me with no end in sigh... it just won’t let me be. I stand out all alone in the rain, knowing that my love for u, has made me go insane. These tears are calling out, I’m sorry... I don’t mean to pout. u did this to me, I was blind but now I see... u made me weak u made me cry... u were u and I was I... My silence has become my pain, now I find myself, missing ur voice... wanting ur touch...needing ur love...

Sometimes it feels so right it feels wrong! Sometimes I sit for hours and cry along to our song! Dreaming away I feel happy and free. I wait for the day when we will be but sud that day not come for a centuary, I promise I shall wait... I promise I will love u for eternity. I'll love u through happiness and hate! So now im waiting to own ur heart, and untill that day. I'll forever cry for u in the dark!

I can't stand looking in ur eyes only to see all of my fears. How can u believe the smile on my face. When u can clearly see the pain in my eyes, Take a step back and look deeper... u're the reason why I cry... No matter how much I try and try, This one thing is true, I can never stop loving u, I just hope you can realize this thing I do... I’m a man, but I cry for u…

When i cry, It's for them to know i still care... So i'll continue to fight for u... So i can shed my tear's... So they know that i still care for u...

For man like me... do cry when i can see, i loss of immorality and tears will come in endless streams when mindless fate destroys my dreams. The world moves so fast and it wud rather pass me by than to stop and see what makes me cry... It's painful and sad, sometimes i cry and no one cares about why... only A man like u can make a man like me cry silently....

DA

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